After about 3 hours working on a good beat we finally got one. The boys are excited to hear the full version along with Ashley.
Ca: okay guys are we ready now that the beat is all recorded
Z: yes we are ready.
Ca: okay. Here we go
Sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sun's up, I already wanna lay down
Friends calling, are you really tryna go out? (No)
Don't wanna get dressed up to pretend (no)
I can lie and say I'm fine
Maybe you'll stop calling then
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with
Bad days, it's okay, let me feel it (uh-huh, uh-huh)
And some days you've got to break your heart to heal it (heal it)
I know I'm gonna feel this way again
I can lie and say I'm fine
But that wouldn't change anything
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with sadness
Making me feel the way I feel right now
Goodness
Can't force you when you feel fucked up
It's the salt that's on my tongue
It's the salt that's on my tongue
But sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sometimes I just wanna be lonely
Don't need you to hold me
If I'm low you don't need to care
Let me be sad
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
What's the matter with that? (Oh oh oh)
Just let me be sad
Ash: wow that's beautiful Callie. But can I ask what it's about.
Ca: it's about mental illness. Because I went through depression I work this for everyone who else is going through this
Co: wow it's beautiful
Ca: thanks guys.
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Corbyn Besson Part 1
FanfictionI've been friends with Ashley Besson since we were kids. But I got close to her brother too and started to fall for him. Little did She know tho they have a secret If you want anyone else in this message me. I'll add them
