Atlanta, Georgia
07/20/2017
10:00am
Chris POVI wake up to see Alya sleeping peacefully. She's so beautiful I love her. I hate that I have to hit her but she provokes me every time. My dad used to beat on my mom so I didn't see a problem with but I hate seeing Alya cry.
I only cheat because I have needs. She never wanted to do things so I have to find someone that do. I love her though and I can't lose her. The voices in my head tells me that it's ok to hit her so she knows I'm dominant.
Alya anyways seem to fight back she needs to keep her hands to herself and just take the whooping. The fact that she keeps trying to leave makes me want to snap her best friends neck.
I know Alya and a lot of things don't phase her but her best friend is basically her sister and only family so I know I have a hold on her. Today we are going to chill at Trey house I guess. I'm ok with Alya interacting with her friends because I love her plus she knows better then to say something.
I decided to go back to sleep for a while since it's so early.
Atlanta, Georgia
07/20/2017
2:00pm
Alya POVI woke up at about 1:30 got in the shower did all my other hygienes and went to cook breakfast. Chris demands make me feel like a stay at home mom. The only time I leave is to go to work and the condo if he let me.
You heard me Let Me I'm a adult and my boyfriend has to Let Me go to my condo cute. I have tried a total of 3 times to leave but somehow he finds me every time and the beating are almost medically severe. He has took my keys to the car and everything so my only way out is by him or walking.
Today we are going over Trey house. I wasn't going to go but Chris heard Jas invite him to so he said we are going. I feel like a push over but I don't wanna be hit. I fight back every time but it's not much I can do comparing my 5'2 to his 5'10 frame.
I sit there eating debating if I should wake Chris before the food gets cold. I decided against because the devil wake up by himself. I go to the living room and start watching TV. A lil later Chris goes to the kitchen and get a plate to get food. I look at the time to see it's almost 4 so he must've woke up already and went back to sleep.
Not wanting to start conflict I mumbled a good morning and went back to the room. I look at my clothes picking out what to where. After trying to leave Chris three time he made me unpack clothes so if I tried to leaving again it would be harder. Like I care about clothes I'll leave them here but if I leave he knows where I stay and work.
Mostly all my bruises were faded and it was hot so I put on shorts and a tank top. Chris haven't hit me in about a week mostly because I'm been working more so we barely seen each other except in the morning he is alway in a good mood in the morning. "Alya you ready" Chris asked "yea" I answered finishing my make up and grabbing my purse.
"Behave yourself when we get there or you know what's gone go down when we get back" Chris said as he locked the door. Boy I wish I had a gun I'll shot you dead I thought to myself.
"Ight" I said walking to the car. "And what you got on that shit ain't cute" he said from behind me. I wish the Chris that said "do a spin for me" and hype my head up was still here. Now for the pass month my outfits have had ight or not cute.
We get to Trey house around 6. I knock on the door waiting for them to answer. I hear someone turn the lock and I see Tyler "Wassup Lee Lee" He said pulling me in a hug I know I was going to regret later "Hey T" I hugged him back and walked in the house as he talk to Chris.
"IS THAT THE BADDEST FEMALE ON THE PLANET" Jas yelled. We haven't seen each other since she got back from her birthday trip. "She ain't even all that" Malaya said "right" Alexis Tyler girl co-signed.
"Y'all just hating" Jas said hugging me "Anyways how was your trip" I said sitting next to her. "Great girl I seen neon fish like where they do that at...honestly Alya I don't know how I got this lucky Trey really the one" She said looking over to smile at Trey making me smile
"But ok enough about me what about youuu" she smiled I constipated rather to tell her the truth I look over at Chris to see he's looking at me we stare at each other for a minute "Great" I asked short
"Yayyy look at us but I'm taking Trey to meet auntie the 1st and we staying until the 12th for a little vacay. You and Chris wanna come" she asked. I honestly don't want Chris near any one else I love "nahh I don't think I'm ready for him to meet Tee but next time" I answered smiling back.
We had fun playing games and stuff until about 10 we everybody start to go home "let's go Alya" Chris said stopping my conversation with Tyler "hold on lemme...." I said "Now" he said in a stern tone scaring me a little.
"Well ok guys imma see y'all later" I said walking to the door.
We get home and I go straight to the bathroom to take a shower and get ready for bed. When I get out the shower I see Chris stand up. "So you was just gone flirt with that nigga in my face" He said confusing me. "What you talking bout" I asked keeping my distance "that Nigga Tyler y'all was all buddy buddy like you don't gotta man and he ain't gotta girl" he said "I wouldn't consider you a man but we just friends" I said immediately regretting what I said. I meant it but I wish I said it in my head
"What you say" Chris said getting in my face "Nothing bruh move" and just like that we were fighting again.
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