Love to Lose to Love Again

Chapter 3: Goodbye Asami

The next day Asami woke up with a small headache and was trying to figure out what happen yesterday. Everything came back to Asami when see look at the note on her side table and then reach to realize Korra side of the bed is cold and not mess with. She just sat up and figure she had to get herself together and get to work and then she would deal with Korra when she got off work. As Asami was getting ready for her day, Korra was get ready to head back to the house to pack all her things. It was like clockwork Korra time everything just right, she knew Asami always left the house around 8 so I made her way there by 750. Korra waited around the corner until she was sure Asami was gone, there was rare case where Asami would leave early and Korra was hoping that this was one of the times.

Korra walk up to the house and turn the knob she ran right into the person she did not want to see. Asami was surprise to see Korra but did not have time to talk to Korra right now. So instead she bent down and kiss Korra and said that they need to talk tonight when she got off. Korra just nodded her head because she did not want to talk to Asami, she had one thing to do and she was going to do it. Without looking Asami in the eye she step aside and let Asami go but before Asami got fully out the door she turn and told Korra she love her but all Korra could do was smile and said yea you to, then walk in the house and close the door. Asami was stud because Korra always told her she loves her back but this time all she got was a me too, but she did not have time to wait when she had a company to run.

Korra walk into the house and start to pack her things, it took her roughly an hour to get everything pack and into her car. She walks back into the house and grab a pen and paper. Korra sat down and start writing to Asami.

***Note***

Dear Asami,

When you get this note, I will no longer be here. I am sorry but I can not stay here when there is no longer love. I do admit that I do have my moments where I am stupid as you say but I know what I have seen. You do not smile at me anymore, only your phone from the text you every be texting you. There no more coming home and cuddling and talking about our day. I understand you have a company to run and I am only a gym trainer which I should have notice you would realize I am not the right person for you. I know there are things you are hiding from me. Its fun I was just listen a song on the way over here and it made me think what it would be like to actually be love. I know that I am different, and I am sure I could not be what you need or who you need me to be. May one day we can figure out what happen between us and be friends or who know maybe you will be happy with someone else. I love you and I will always love you no matter what, this is not goodbye but see you later. Do not worry about me I will be ok, it just a lesson I need to learn that not everyone can be truly happy with the person they are with, You will not find any of my things here. I have packed everything up and I am leaving up the key. I mean it is your house anyway, I will make my way somehow. Do me a favor and let the person who makes you smile in those text message I say thank you for doing what I can not do. I got some really good advice lately saying if you love something, let it go and if it was met to be then it will come back. So, I am setting you free Asami and I wish you the best. This time it was not you but me, so do not be to hard on yourself. I know you will cry but do not. Well this is seeing you later for now.

Love Korra

Ps this is what I feel

Wonder by Shawn Mendes

I wonder if I'm being real

Do I speak my truth or do I filter how I feel?

I wonder, wouldn't it be nice

To live inside a world that isn't black and white?

I wonder what it's like to be my friends

Hope that they don't think I'll forget about them