not a chapter or birthday, just some of my thoughts unedited.

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so im drowing in science fair shit.my only job right now is to not fail.i wonder if i can transfur into a highschool right now(im in 8th grade) it might not be so bad.dammit i should have just skipped thsi year, like my mum said.i have the grades and i am so done with my school. evertyhig is so diffrentc anyway so why readjust.i really shoild have consulted you guys before coming back,dammit!so no real chapter i mean unless you want his unedited 600 ish word chapter from will's pov.i can give you that if you want and call it a day.

my gran is staying at my house rn and is causing me emenis stress.same thing for my mum,dad and brother.the whole reason she's staying a mine is becuse she was causing my aunt stress by staying at her's.she's leaving on tuesday.we traded my sister(who was gone for two months in the summer and just got back from arkansa) for gran.so now i have my brother staying in my room.my gran and my parents breathing down my neck.i really hate my house rn.on tuesday it will be less stressful but il be lonely till i get my big sis back.ughhjhh.

im sapossed to be doing my scince board right now.opps,idc.im really just done with everthing.not like suicide done but i would happily just skip school kina done.

my dyeslexia makes my writer on papers illegible and my typeing has more typo's.i have a deviated septum so my words are hard for computers to understand.so im kinda just stuck in writer hell.i enjoy typeing a lot more then talking to te computer or traditional writing tho.i really like it.my hand writting is uhhhhhhhh gross.it gets to the point of just sqigles on the paper(so other peple will understand what i see) i dont do it on porpose tho.it just gets sloppy.


i am enjoying not sleeping or having fun rn,yes i sure am.i am enjoying typing my hought's tho.i like to type and lissen to music.

when i write on paper,

nexil is a space cat.she has like fitheen tails.her purple fur is realy soft,like really soft."i dont sappose you know where the chin fulk is?" nexil asked.her teeth glinting.her's were especally-

my thought:wait how do you spell especially? es pes shally? maybe.especsaily  how about another vowel?an A? or maybe a E.yeah an E sounds great. especaeily. looks fine ish.not right but fine.

that's my writing proces for penicl and paper.when typing i just change the word until grammerly reconises it or it's right. also my hand start to get lazy so the words look like this kidna. ~i~kkm ch Tmsbga_--~'''gvc. okay i relize that just looks lie a mess.think more a squiggly line that breaks off at random placces.

okay i have to do homework now,ugghhggghghhhhhhhh.i want to yell at some one or type to yall more.unedited bc these are my thought,i dont care.

you read like half a chapter of random shit,good job?

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