Styles Games {h.s} |Editing soon|

Twenty-Six

Pregnant

I held the test up in front of me to make sure I was reading it right. Carny stood across from me at my desk with tears streaming down her face.

I was ready to grill her about missing my Halloween party because I wanted her to meet harry but now I understand why she was a no show.

"I messed up so bad M! I spent all night crying and I just had to come and be with you." It was Monday and this morning couldn't get any worse than what it was already.

Brandon sits feet away from me with Abigail at her desk. When the work week isn't busy and the day is almost over, all of my workers can have guests come in. They usually have lunch together at their desks and show off their designs.

I felt his gaze on me since he arrived. He didn't even care to pay attention to a word Abigail was saying. I only glanced to show my unwelcoming face but he still doesn't get it. He thinks he can just walk back into my life at one of the happiest moments... no.

The thought that I ever wanted to be with him makes me sick.

I can't believe I let myself get that low.

I seem to go in thinking it'll be nothing but sex and I end up catching feelings like a fool but it was different with Harry. He felt the same back and we are taking it slow.

He called me his girlfriend and I hope he didn't get caught up in the moment and regretted saying that. It hasn't been games with harry. We both knew something was there and he let me know quickly that I was what he wanted.

I've been trying not to let my thoughts ruin it because he wouldn't treat me the way Brandon did. I know that. Linda has helped a lot. I haven't talked to Harry at all in the past 8 days besides a teasing text. I'm sure he was busy then and now catching up on sleep.

I wrap Carny in a hug before sitting down with her.

"I'm here for you and will be here for you with whatever decision you decide to make. I support you and I'll hold your hand through it all." I had a million questions I wanted to ask her but she hasn't accepted the news just yet herself.

"I don't know how I let this happen. I've been so careful with my hookups." She wipes away her tears before putting the test back into her bag.

"It is going to be okay. I promise you."

"I love you and I'm sorry I didn't make it to your Halloween party." I brush her apology off.

"Don't even worry about me at this moment."

"I need a distraction though. Did you guys fuck?" I felt my face turn red.

"I can't believe you are getting dick down every chance he can get to come see you. You should surprise him at his house here. You have the key.. He wouldn't expect it."

I've been thinking lately how I wanted to do something sweet for Harry since he goes out of his way for me and I haven't felt like I've owned up. I swear he makes me feel so special and that my presence is just enough but I want to do something.. Sweet for him.

"Do you have something in mind?" I question her and I see the sadness wash away and a smirk twist on her lips.

I already regret asking that question.

"Surprise him naked. He'll love that!" I thought about it.

"You don't have to worry about buying a cute outfit."

"Wouldn't matter. He'd rip it off."

"He's one of those guys. I love when they grab on to my lingerie. A turn on for sure!"