Ocean Eyes (Billie Eilish x Male Reader)

Responsibility & Being Honest

        I have been gone for far too long and I have kept on finding ways to procrastinate and be irresponsible. I said many times that I would be making more chapters and announcements, I lied. I instead spent my time not working or putting any time or effort into my career. What I have done is wrong and may have caused some of my readers to give up on me. I don't blame you though, for it seems I was the one who gave up first. I spent my time playing games and stressing over school without telling you guys the one thing that has caused this hiatus. The truth is I have no interest in writing this story at the moment. I keep on trying to make new chapters while other story ideas gnaw on my brain. I kept on thinking this story was old and cringey and had no saving. I still do think this story was really bad and I apologize. When I first started writing this story I was a kid with dreams and I was immature and had no idea what I was doing. I do want to write for you guys. Although posting this will probably drive away most of my readers, for you guys might want to read fanfics, hear me out. I want to write a story about Yasuke. You guys probably don't know who that is or don't care, but I think he's a cool guy. He was the black samurai. Yasuke was an African who got to Japan via an Italian Jesuit missionary. He was given many weird looks as he stood out amongst the crowd of short pale Japanese citizens. He was umber and stood at 6'0. They even thought his skin was colored with black ink. Soon he became a samurai. I thought this story was super cool and I had to write about it. I am once again sorry for this. You probably came out here expecting a new chapter but instead got this sad apology. I might return to this story later when I am more interested, but as of now I am much more interested in writing original stories. Thank you for supporting me through everything and to those who leave after this, I don't abhor you, instead I thank you for supporting me even if my story was cringey and weird. I really appreciate you guys reading my story and I hate to abandon one, but I think it's my beat choice right now.