//Not really any TW's this chapter that I know of though if you find one tell me so I can add it :)//
3rd Person PoV
"I can't believe he would do all of this I
looked up to him , he was one of my best friends Speak of the devil " Zak muttered as he looked at his Phone. " What do you want [Redacted]"
Zak Said, disgusted that [Redacted] would even think to call him after everything came out about him,
and everything he did. "I wanted to apologize -" Zak cut him off "Stop! [Redacted] don't even THINK about apologizing to me after talking shit
about me and Darryl, after all we did for you to help you!" Zak Shouted down the Phone tears already threatening to spill thinking about all the ~tainted~
Memories they have together. "Zak it's not a big deal-" "Not a big deal?!?" Zak cut in. "You were beautiful, and Vulnerable and power and Success." Zak Choked out tears finally Pouring down his face. "Zak ... Why are you being like this, we've been
friends for so long ... " Zak getting angrier by the second
Starts Shaking with rage. "We've been fucking mean, We're elitist, we're as flawed as any Church !!!" Zak
Screamed Now angrier than ever. "But Zak, what they say isn't true, they are just allegations." Zak knew that [redacted] was lying. "I bit the apple cause I trusted you ... " Zak said disappointment lacing his voice "But Zak can't we put this past us and just be friends again" Zak was getting more pissed as the Phone call went on deciding to just let it all out. Being disgusted that [Redacted]
Would even suggest being friends with him "Your Proposal is immodest and insane!" "come on Zak we can't
Just Stop being friends over some allegations and some r****** Shit on Twitter" that Sentence pushed Zak over the edge " I loved you! I loved you! I LOVED
YOU!! it's true ... I wanted to be you and do what you do! I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true ... I feel so stupid ... and so used ..... I feel so used. "
Zak's words slowly got quieter and harder to understand throughout his sentence. "Zak come on you know I'm not a bad person." Zak scoffed "If you could only be what you pretend you are. Zak had enough of [Redacted]'s
Bullshit lies. "Fuck You [Redacted] Zak hung up the phone and blocked [Redacted]'s Phone #.Zak's Pov
I fell back onto my bed my head hitting the pillow as tears streamed down my face in disappointment and anger. I didn't know if my feelings were towards [Redacted] or myself for believing his lies. "I loved you, and why would you lie"
I whispered to my self "and then I realized that you're Just as naïve as I am." I get up in a quick and fiery rage and throw my fist into my wall putting a decent sized hole in it. I quickly felt
my Knuckles begin to throb "So if anyone on Earth Should get to make a call about this. it should be me, and as I see It you're a dick!" I fall to the ground and let out a heart wrenching sob feeling all the Stupid memories with [Redacted] Come flooding back like a tsunami. "All you ever broke were hearts ... I can't believe you tore humanity apart." I brought my knees up to my Chest and quietly repeated myself until I fell into a dreamless sleep ...
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"I Bought it, it's true "
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" I'm so embarrassed"
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"I feel abused"
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"I feel so used"
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FanfictionVery angsty mc youtuber oneshots, mostly vents TW // Suicide, Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Panic attacks, Trauma