it's been 4 months
4 months and neither of us look eye to eye.
i see her everyday in the common room and at the dinner table, it's december now i've said sorry for the way i reacted but it's no use, because for us to be friends again i have to drop my friend ship with the boys.something i wouldn't do in a lifetime
i've grown quite close with the boys, Theo is always there when i needed a shoulder to cry on Blaise will always sneak me food whenever i'd miss dinner cause i was at the library studying and Draco..
Draco is just pure perfection ive grown quite the crush of him, obviously would never tell him.plus he's with pansy now.
no use in that no need for false hope.
winter/christmas break was approaching just this weekend, i'm gonna be with my parents for two weeks.
"So Angie I wanna know and don't you dare lie to me, did you eat today" i've grown this habit that i'd go hours without eating, maybe it's the bland food or the fact that i miss my mother's cooking or that i simply just hate myself, i'm always eating so i don't understand why i'm not eating now, i simply can't bring myself to it.
"no Blaise i haven't eaten today" i said not even bothering to look up from the laundry i was folding and putting into my trunk. 1 day and i'm back with my mom and dad.
"Can you stop doing that, next thing you know the winds are going to pick you up and blow you away, your moms is gonna be worried when she sees her daughters cheeks aren't as full as before" he said while pulling me away into the common room, "your going to eat that's final i don't care if i have to force feed you" he kept dragging me out of the common room into the dungeons common room, and finally into the great hall and sat me down.
"you don't have to fix me a plate blaise" i look at him frantically piling food onto the plate, "I don't care Angie your eating today" he kept filling the plate. Like a maniac he sat the plate infront of me and sat down and watched me wide eyed, "eat".
i groan and start picking at the food, i felt someone sit next to me but i was to busy with not looking at crazy eye Zabini to even bother looking to my left and see who it is, but the minty smell and the expensive cologne gave it away.
"Why do you look so glum and why are you looking at her like that crazy eyes" was all he said while
fixing himself a plate."she didn't eat anything today not even breakfast, she's not leaving this room until she eats the whole plate" he said not breaking contact with me, "you haven't ate anything not even breakfast?" was all draco said looking at me with a worried look. "Are you on a fucking suicidal mission, i'm with crazy eyes on this your not getting up till your done"
i groan again and continue eating while they both never took their eyes away.
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After what felt hours when in reality was just forty minutes, i finished eating and went back to packing my things. Draco made sure i ate everything and was making sure i wasn't hiding anything under the table.i hate them sometimes.
Once done packing i set my trunk to the side leaving my uniform out for tomorrow, being our last time in school teachers decided not to go as hard on us.
except for Snape, Snape didn't care he said we're doing work tomorrow. which usually meant we'd have to write two scrolls about some potion and have at it really.
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Friday came and left in a blink of an eye, snape had surprisingly not sent work the break, not like anyone would've done it really.
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Brown Skin Girl (d.m)
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