My Sugar Mama (completed)

17.

{this chapter is written over}

Kara's POV.

I woke up this morning kind of regretting doing those things with Lauren last night. I felt disgusting. I hated what Lauren did to me with Camila but I'm doing the same thing right back. Just because Camila is a dick doesn't mean I must stoop to their level as well. 

I didn't want to see Lauren at all anymore, no matter what. I shouldn't be with a woman who disrespected me. I deserve more, I'm worth more. 

Since I woke up earlier than usual, I went to a near by gym and let out my shame before work. It made me feel better. This time I'll have to set my foot down. I have to make it clear I want nothing to do with her or anything she's linked to. I know she helped me with my business, but that's something I'm never giving up.

-

"So, what's up, Kars?"

"Listen to me carefully, Jauregui. We shouldn't see each other at all, and you cannot change my mind. I want nothing to do with you and you shouldn't want anything to do with me either. You fucked me over hard and not gonna lie, I'm still not over that shit because I loved you dearly, but now, for me, I don't want you to contact me in anyway. If you want anything you've gotten me, take it back I don't care, except the lounge."

Lauren was in shock, she was probably thinking I would never back down from her like this, that I would stay with her probably just for her to do the same thing she did before. 

We talked for a while, she obviously tried her best for me to change my mind but I was already set on what I want. I should be alone for a while, focusing on myself. Maybe I should take a mini vacation, I think I need it. 

-

*3 years later*

After the talk with Lauren, I moved to Los Angeles a month later; getting out of Miami was the best decision I've ever had. I know Los Angeles could be stressful, but I'm living my life. My businesses are doing well, I'm making bank. I left the lounge opened in Miami, opened one in LA and one in New York, just for now. I also opened up a LGBT center. It's also safe space but people can come here looking for jobs, looking for therapy, a place to sleep, a place to get food, and even an education. I've helped so many people it brings me joy. I've helped kids addicted to drugs because they have a fucked up family finish high school, then go into college and even gotten a job while all sober; I tear up a little when I think about it. I've also opened queer bars as well. 

My love life is nothing spicy. I've had hook ups but no one worth keeping around. However, I was having dinner with a long time friend, Amy and a waiter sent drinks for us. We declined because we didn't order it, but then he informed us that a lovely woman did. At first I had no idea who it was because they sent it anonymously, but when Amy left and I stayed back to have a few drinks by myself, the generous woman reveled herself. I was at the bar just scrolling on my phone when a 5ft 6/7 woman came up to me and introduced herself. 

Her name is Sandra Bullock, she's 56 but she really she doesn't look that old. She wore a fitted black dress and heels, simple but she still took my breath away. We sat there and talked for hours like we knew each other for years, I felt safe around her. The following week she carried me to dinner. Oh! She's an actress, and I'm surprised I've never heard about her because she's really big out there, but then again, I don't pay attention to celebrities like that. 

She carried me on multiple dates, even to her beach house in Malibu. We've never stayed the night with each other as yet, had sex or been to each others homes. I've told her that I want to take this slow. I explained the whole situation with Lauren and she understood. Oh, she knows Lauren as well. She's one of her loyal customers. I could've died when I heard that. I'm not surprised though, Lauren is a very good business woman. 

Getting to know Sandra, I've enjoyed her company and she as a person just seems so perfect, but I thought Lauren was as well. I shouldn't let her dumbass stop me from thinking about other women being great though.  

When I got here, I bought a Lamborghini Urus and just settled in a condo. I've heard people whispering about me when I get out the svu in public. They always wonder who's this young person and how can she afford a Lambo? The typical will always be 'oh I bet it's just daddy's money', like ma'am, my father hates me. The last thing they say is that I'm probably fucking a rich man. The audacity! I was fucking a rich woman I was in love with!! 

I shake it off though, I'm not phased at all. I've learned to ignore what people had to say when I was with Lauren, so I'm stone cold towards the negative comments. 

Sandra invited me to lunch today. We haven't seen each other in two weeks. I think it's good that we do that sometimes, we're both busy women and it gives her time to miss me and figure out if she's actually catching feelings for me or not. We do text often though, it's not like we cut all ties. 

I walked in and she was the first person I saw. She wore an all black suit with black heels with her hair down and boy I was swooning. Women are so beautiful, bless them. 

"Hi, beautiful," she said in a low tone, oh god, "I've missed you, but just a little."

"Just a little? Please. How are you, ma'am?"

"I've been doing good, working. How are you, munchkin?" 

OMG MY FIRST PET NAME? Okay, relax it's not that serious. Okay, maybe it is to me. Lame? Probably but oh well. She didn't notice my slight excited panic because we were looking at the menu. 

"Same, same. Nothing new. I finally bought and set up the gaming pc. That's all in the guest bedroom, it's cute." 

"Hey!!" she whisper shouted, "you wouldn't have time for me now!!" 

"Dramatic!! I'll always make time for you, duh."  

"You better."

I'm a simple woman, I ordered shrimp and chicken alfredo mixed pasta and Sandra had a big ass burger and fries. Today just felt like a smoothie day, so I went with that and and Sandra with a fruit punch. 

"Kara, spend a week with me at the beach house."

I looked at her with wide eyes.

"A week? You sure you want my annoying self with you all the time?"

"Mhmmmm, yes! I think we should get more time together, plus you need to take a break from work, you're always working and no rest!"

She has a point. 

"Okay, I'll spend a week with you, ma'am." 

Sandra smiled widely. 

"Okay, another thing. A friend of mine is having a party for her friends and other celebrities, just because, would you like to join me for that as well? It'll be a start to our week together, pretty please. 

Woah, she wants to be seen with me in front of her famous friends? I'm shocked. I thought she wouldn't ever want to do that to be honest. I'll go though, I haven't been to a party since Miami. 

"Yes, I'd gladly accompany you to said party."

"Lovely, honey."

Ahhhh the pet names, ahhhhh my heart.

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hiii guys, so i decided to go a way different route to the story since in the previous version of this chapter Lauren and Kara had gotten back together quickly way too fast and I just had no idea what to do from there. 

now i have a better idea on the story and where it's gonna go and im happy that i made the change. 

i'd like to thank @totallesbo for the idea, you're amazing. <3

PLEASE let me know how you feel about the chapter, thank you loves.