Making it Through (Sequel to OLT and FFY)

Chapter 12

...Harry's POV...

I wasn't going to leave for anymore tours. Management allowed it since while I was gone on this one I had performed terribly because all I could think about were my kids and ill love of my life.

After a long day of everyone being lazy Kellie and I tucked the kids into their beds and went to ours. Kellie went ot bed wearing one of my shirts as she always does and I climed into bed with her just staying in my boxers.

I wrapped my left arm around her waist tightly noticing that she was thinning again. I let her use my right arm as a pillow like I have since we got married. We slept as close as two people could get every night because of all the trials we've been through.

"I'm going to be here until you get better love. I swear." I said and kissed her soft silky like cheek.

"Okay Harry. I love you goodnight." She said yawning. I nuzzled into the back of her neck taking in her strawberry smell.

"Goodnight, I love you too."

-DREAM-

I got out of the car and waited for the twins who were now five, and six soon to be seven year old Darcy, an eight year old Aaron, and nine year old Louis.

"Where's mommy again daddy?" Stacy asked taking my hand in her small one like her mothers.

I led the kids over to her. She was burried underneeth a willow tree in the Princeton cemetary with a beautiful black granite headstone holding a picture of her and her name. Looking at the empty six lots next to her I knew one day our family would be together again.

Her headstone said exactly what she was.

'KELLIE LOUISE STYLES. JUL 3 1999- DEC 24 2024

BELOVED FRIEND, MOTHER, WIFE, DAUGHTER, AND BEAUTIFUL ON INSIDE AND OUT.'

The kids sat by the roses planted around her grave talking to her and touching the picture of Kellie and I sitting on the couch with the twins in my lap and Aaron in Kellie's lap. Darcy was between us while Louis sat on the floor looking at the camera giving his smirk that matched mine.

"I miss mommy." Louis said sadly breaking my heart in two.

"Me too." the other four agreed and I had to sit down while my sadness overpowered me and I started to cry. The kids crowded around me hugging me tightly.

-REALITY-

I was awoken from the terrible dream to see Kellie sitting above me, her green eyes filled with worry, and her chocolate hair falling over me while she wiped my tears and held me in her arms. I pulled her down into my hug worried that this was another dream and she would disappear like sand in my palm.

"Harry are you okay? You were crying and screaming in your sleep." Kellie said rubbing my back.

"It was just a terrible dream is all love." I whimpered

"About what?" She asked pulling away and moving some curls out of my eyes.

"You were... I ... The kids were older... And I-I took them to visit your grave... It said you died Christmas eve of this year." I said tears coming back to my eyes.

"Oh Harry." She hugged me tightly and kissed my cheek. "Baby I'm fighting this remember?" She said pulling back and wiping my tears off my cheeks.

"I just don't want to lose you." I said laying my head on her chest listening to the soft beats and consistant breaths escaping her lips as she held me. Most the time she seems more emotionally strong than me.

"You won't Harry." She kissed the top of my head before letting me drift back to a good dream from the soft lullaby of her big kind caring heart.

"I love you." I whispered before falling asleep.

...Kellie's POV...

"I love you too." I whispered to his sleeping form. I decided that I would fight this. Seeing Harry so scared about losing me made me realize just how broken he would be. I would do everything in my power to stay here for him and the kids. Harry needed me, so I would make it through this.

I'm Kellie Louise Styles, a.k.a. the fighter.

"Don't leave me." Harry whimpered in his sleep sounding lost, scared, and nervous. I hugged him tighter before falling asleep.

**

Harry held my hand tighter as I got one of my many treatments of the day while Marley and the boys watched our kids.

"Why did I decided to get kemo?" i asked him

"Because the doctor said your cancer was worse then first thought and you would need any and all forms of treatment to fight it and finally get rid of it." Harry said leaning over and pecking my lips lightly.

"I love you."

"I love you too." He said and put his arm around me instantly making my head lean on his shoulder.

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I'm sorry! It's been forever since i updated. I just can't seem to think of anything. I had a steady plan for this book to begin with, and now it's just like too cliche. So as said before the udates will be slower than a really old computer. I would love if you, my very amazing loyal readers, would give me some ideas on what you would want this series to turn out as. Happy? Sad? Multiple ending? Or should I just get rid of it?

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P.S. I have came up with a name for you my fans and readers. You are now my lucky unicorns! Thanks for reading, give me ideas (I'M BLANKING HERE! :'() vote, fan, and keep being awesome lucky unicorns! Love ya'll!

-Kell<3