I've been meaning to write a letter to you and I guess now is the perfect time. Today I figured out what it truly means to be betrayed by someone close to you. The feeling I have in my chest is overwhelming as my thoughts are racing.
When I sit here and write this my heart aches at the thought of how you hurt me. Never would have guess it would be you to hurt me the way you did. You've always been by my side and helped me when I didn't even want it. How is it that you hurt me now? Why make me feel this way and continue down this path of lies?
You told me you wouldn't ever do such things to me and you would always tell me the truth.
Over these past couple of months you fed me these lies and I took them in. With no hesitation, I trusted you. You had never given me a reason to not trust you. Non stop, the lies kept coming and I finally caught you. Yet you deny these claims and continue to do this.
I sit here wishing to cry my heart out and just run till I reach my limit. But none come out. I'm at the point where I cried so much that no tears come about. Maybe i'm to blame. I listened to you. I let you in and listened. You knew I had trust issues and have given me more reasons not to trust people.
You make me believe that no one has good intentions and they will all disappoint me and betray me the way you did. How could you?
