I sat down in the shower today.
I turned the water as hot as it could go and let it bite into my skin as I held my head between my knees.
I lifted my head up to feel the water falling down my face which made me wonder if I should cry, or think of a list of all the positives.
Could I even cry?
I have learned that it takes songs or movies to make me cry, my own emotions just aren't good enough anymore.
I watched the drops of water race down the shower door.
I sat like that till the water made my teeth chatter.
I sat up and dried down and went on with my day.
L.H.
