𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐥 | 𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐦𝐚 𝐍𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐨

13

TW: Suicide

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Hina's POV

I strolled along the beach close to U.A. hoping to be alone, even for just a few moments. I walked barefoot, the sand tickling my feet faintly as the sound of the water going back and forth made my head feel light despite many thoughts overflowing inside my mind.

I sat in the sand without a care as I stared ahead at the unusually calm waves, trying to recall every moment in my life where I felt happy. My heart ached in both pain and gratitude as I realized all of them were the times I was with Neito.

I knew—deep in my heart—that even though I think everyone hates me, someone out there, even just one person, cares about my well-being. I know that someone would cry for me.

But I couldn't care less about that right now.

I felt as if I was going to explode any moment now. My emotions that were once bottled up, hidden away from the world, were now slowly leaking out, going out of control.

I wonder what their reaction would be if I were gone?

That thought, that one thought, made me realize one thing I've always wanted to have.

Peace.

But that realization made my heart feel like breaking. I know it's wrong, I know that I shouldn't do it. But I wanted to. All of myself yearned for it.

Slowly, I stood up and walked towards the water.

Little by little, I could feel myself being submerged by the cool water. The calm and low waves, making small salty splashes... everything felt like home. So gentle, so free.

So, I let go.