I was sixteen, when I experienced my first heartbreak.
I felt like I was losing all of my friends, while becoming best friends with my painful grief.
I apologize to those i've hurt, for anything that I may have said, or done.
I'm still trying to forgive myself, let alone attempt to move on.
Truth be told, I sometimes question my choices out of regret.
But what feeds into my points, were all the lies I had to get over in order to forget.
One thing that will always be memorable,
Was how I learned to love, both the broken and the troubled.
The way I decided to cope with how I feel,
Always ended up with me overthinking, while picking at my meal.
I grew tired of the pattern I kept repeating,
Since my emotions always ended up with the same beating.
If only you really knew, what led me to change.
Because baby, learning to forgive and to forget, was the reason why my love for you was never the same.
Now, here I am, the person you still blame.
Don't pay attention to order,
Just open your eyes and heart so you can feel everything I still wanted to say, before forgetting you as my lover.
(Coming Soon: December 2020)
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Sincerely, The Poetical Pained
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