I Hope One Day (Nouis boyxboy)

chapter7.

Hey sweeties, 

Chapter seven, I hope you like it and pleas let me know what you think!! :) 

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I sighed when I got home again from school. It had been a awful hard week on school and at home, it looked like my dad had go crazy at some point and I was really afraid he had hit me when my mom hadn't been there. Sam had hit me in the park again, my eye looked like shit and my stomach hurt like a bitch. I wasn't been happy one bit because Louis had been working all week and he was to late home to Skype.

I throw my back on the ground and lay down on my bed. I felt tears well up in my eyes but I didn't make a move to wipe them away. Why would I noone cared anyway. As my cries come louder I feel something burn on my skin, when I looked down I pulled my sleeve up while walking into the bathroom.

'I'd rather get physical pain then motional, because I can put a band-aid around my wrist and not around my heart', I thought when I pressed the cold blade against my wrist. I made the lines right next to my old scars, smiled when I saw my own blood falling down my arm into the sink. I couldn't help but felt a lot better when I pulled my arm under the water. Turning around I turned on the shower and hope in when it had the right temperature.

When the water hit my back and let go of my tears. It streamed down my face like never before, I just wanted to be in Louis's arms forever and never let go anymore. I couldn't do this anymore at all, I promised him to stay strong but it's getting harder with in the days. I never felt so lost in my whole life, my dad scared me and I was getting more hits and even touching on unappreciated places. The only thing that kept me save on this moment was Harry and my work. I was happy I could go back tonight again, he ask me to stay for the weekend at his place so I could be away from my dad. They wouldn't be home on Sunday anyway but I would love to have some time with people than being alone.

'You want some tea Ni', Harry ask when we walked into his room. Apparently Harry lived above the shop which I didn't know yet. His boyfriend wasn't home and he wouldn't tell a shit about him. I had been asking him questions for the night till he had gone crazy. 'Yeah would be nice', I said and sat down on his bed. I'd put my stuff on the ground and picked up my laptop to check if I had mail. It had been a busy night in the shop but we talk between clients and stuff we had to full or clean.

'Here you go', Harry said handing me my tea and sit down next to me. 'You still want to know about my boyfriend don't you', he ask and I nodded eagerly. Harry laughed, 'Okay we make a deal, you show me yours at Skype and I will tell you mean, alright'. After thinking I finally agreed on letting him met Louis, I text him and he answered that he would be there in a view minutes.

'Hey babe, how you going', Louis ask when I accept his call. 'Hey Lou, I'm doing fine', I said and laughed when Harry yelled from the bathroom. 'I wanna see him, move you little Irish man!', He said and moved me aside. 'Louis?'. 'Harry Styles', Louis said and start laughing. 'Okay this is creepy', I said and looked over Harry's shoulder. 'Our moms know each other and we met a view times', Harry explained. 'It's nice seeing you found someone Louis'. 'Thank you, you still with that Grimmy guy, Styles', Louis said smirking. 'I am and stop calling me Styles', he said and I laughed when he pouted.

 'I see which side you pick Horan, you sure you wanna keep your job', Harry said looking at me. 'Yeah Yes, I'm sorry', I stuttered. 'Nice Harry, you already owned him', Louis said mocking. 'Off course I did'.

 We talk for an hour straight, just about nothing in particular. Harry told us about how his life was going and about his boyfriend. Who I now know the name of, Nick Grimshaw he's 28 and works at the bbc radio 1 station for the morning show and is mostly only at the weekends home. But Harry loves him and you could see he really did. 'Niall do you still play that song you sing last time', Louis ask suddenly. 'Yes why', I said. 'Well I've been thinking and I think but I'm not sure I might have a part for it'. 'Well Let’s hear it', I said and got my guitar. 'Harry you sing the part you had first', He nodded.

''When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight, it just won't feel right

'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

When he lays you down, I might just die inside, it just don't feel right

'Cause I can love you more than this, can love you more than this'

'If I'm louder, would you see me, would you lay down in my arms and rescue me

'Cause we are, the same, you saved me, when you leave it scarred again'

'And then I see you on the street, in his arms, I get weak

My body feels I'm on my knees, praying'