Chapter 4 without words

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Mom's P.O.V

Well I'm trying not to tell Sophie what's going on. But turns out she's putting the pieces together. I feel like it was my fault I wasn't there for her, we should have transferred schools. If we did she never would have met Alexa I'm glad she met her, she's had a big impact on Sophie. I went back into her old room while she was at school I loath when shes home sometimes because then I can't grieve while holding a picture of them two. Today Sophie had been wanting to stay home from school so that she didn't have to say her speak. She wrote her speach on Alexa, I thought that was sweet but I knew she wouldn't be able to get the words out with a tear. She wants to move on but I knkw she won't. She's always talking about how she can see and hear Alexa, I have once but I haven't said anything she doesn't need to know what I'm feeling inside. I could have been a better mother to her when she needed me most. I wasn't even home, she barely saw me. If she was lucky she saw me two hours a week. Well atleast Alexa is up in heaven and not down hear struggling, I know she is watching over our family as much as possible.

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