Ideas

We On

I listened to this song again today and realized how far the boys have come~

I took the award and smiled to the cameras. It was a genuine one. I gave my small victory speech, if you'd call it that. That night was special to me in more than one ways. Several records were broken that night. I had received about a dozen awards and broken the top social artist record winning it eighth time in a row. 

I had been there for almost four hours. But I didn't feel any exhaustion. I mean my body was exhausted, but I could go on like this for another hour or two as long as I didn't have to perform. I was easing a bit in my car as I left the venue. Thinking about how he would be proud of me. Thinking of him, I told the driver to change course and headed towards his residence. He resided at a strange place. Some people considered it creepy and some saw it as a haven. But it was his home and he was going to stay here until something destroys the place. 

The driver stopped the car and told me that we had arrived. I got out of my thoughts and looked out of the car window. A small, longing smile came to my face as I saw the board nailed on the tree . 

"Park Jimin's residence"

It was his wish. He said that he was far too hyper for 'Park Jimin lies here' to be written on his tombstone. He was like that. A man who shined so beautiful. Not because he was so alive and lively. No, that was Hoseok. Jimin shined because he was the boundary. Like when the sun gets absorbed in a dark ocean, the part of it that touches the dark surface scatters the colors of the light making it so fascinating. He was one of those colors. 

He was so beautiful because he was so fragile yet so strong. He was like Kevlar. So strong yet still made of threads which could be ripped out. And he did get ripped. The same thing ripped him that forced Taehyung to fly.

"Hi, Jimin." he said, talking as if the elder was here. He must be. He used to say to bury him at a nice place. He did not want his soul to be surrounded by boring scenery. 

"You know, I did not want to come here. Where you are buried. Remember what you said? To never talk to you like you were dead? Because you should always stay alive. In my heart at least. Do you remember the last words you said to me? You had told me to kiss you and then you coughed and a petal came into my mouth. Then you told me to go farther than what your dreams were and then talk or come to you. Have I succeeded yet? I have become the best soloist out in the whole world."

There were tears in his eyes, remembering the time he had got out of surgery and was told that Jimin was there too. He had run towards his room, a bandage still wrapped around his chest, and saw a pale Jimin lying on the hospital bed.

"W-Why did you do that, Min? Why make me g-get cured when you chose to die?" Small sobs were leaving his mouth as he complained to his love after five years of keeping everything inside.

"Why? Did you think my love was not enough to die for you? Only you had love great enough to die for? You got me treated and yourself, proceeded to die? You are very selfish, you know. When I had just got rid of my feelings, you made me fall again. You kissed me and then died. So even when you die, there's someone who keeps you in their heart. I hate you, Jimin. I hate you." 

The world's top soloist and most sought after model was sitting on the soil in front of a tree, talking to a dead person. Ugly sobs and tears coming out of his mouth and eyes. His body began shaking with the heavy sobs as he was finally given the permission to grieve the death of his love. Slowly the chants of 'I hate you' became 'I love you' and after a while, he passed out leaning on the tree. 

(What happened was that Tae was in love with Jimin, but Jimin was in love with smn else. Both got hanahaki for their respective loves. Neither knew the other was in love with somebody until Tae threw up petals in front of Jimin. Jimin forced Tae to get it surgically removed. Tae stayed in a coma for three months after the surgery and when he woke up and inquired about Jimin, he was told that Jimin was in the hospital, spending his last moments. Tae rushed to Jimin's room and saw him in his last breaths. Jimin told Tae to never forget him, to keep him alive in his heart and then asked Tae to kiss him. Tae obliged and a petal fell from Jimin's mouth into Tae's. Tae looked at him horrified and Jimin told Tae to go farther than what Jimin ever dreamed of and then he could come meet Jimin forr answers)