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Bodyguard

Credits to the owner of the fanart~
(I deleted it cuz wattpad)

Where Tae has been crushing on Yoongi since high school. He got heartbroken when Yoongi got a boyfriend. Even more when the boy left Yoongi heartbroken. He tried to fill that place or at least comfort him, but yoongi never accepted him, saying that he loved his boyfriend with all he could and is incapable of  loving anybody else. And he will love him all his life. Even if it hurts him. 

Years pass and Tae establishes his company. When he gets too successful and becomes a threat to the big sharks aka the mafia that unofficially ruled over the country. He begins getting death threats but ignores them, thinking that its just all talk. But its not all talk when he gets attacked. He decides to hire some bodyguards. On the advice of his lawyer, he decides to get a personal bodyguard. 

After the evaluation of about 20 or so bodyguards, two end up as final candidates. Tae sees that one of them is Yoongi and immediately passes him. Tae has changed a lot. Even his surname, because his mother died and he decided to take her surname. So it is a bit disappointing, but not surprising for him when Yoongi doesn't recognize him. He decides not to tell him. But with Yoongi near him almost all the time, it is difficult for him to control his enormous crush that had refused to budge. 

In hopes of winning Yoongi over, he contacts a hacker/detective on the black market to get all information on Yoongi so he can try according to all that. After a few days, he has to get a health checkup and gets diagnosed with severe liver damage. During the attack a few weeks ago, when a rod or something hit him and he just got bandaged, it damaged his liver. Now, the problem had got beyond the  hopes of treatment and the doc gives him six months max to live. 

As if that is not enough, the hacker/detective provides him all the information on Yoongi and it turns out that he is working with the same mafias that are trying to get him killed. The hacker/detective had also somehow found out that Yoongi was sent there to kill Tae. His promotion to the bigger, stronger sector depends on Tae's life. Yoongi kills him and gets promoted. 

Tae gets really destroyed and all the demons he had buried inside him came back. The ones who made his forearms get scars. The ones who got his thighs marked. The ones that had caused the huge gash on his wrist during college. He found no use in trying to fight them. He only had six months to live. So, he surrendered. And let the demons guide him. 

Since he was dying anyways, wouldn't it be better if his love killed him. If his face became his last view. So, he started planning. Planning his own death. By his love's hands. But shouldn't he get something in return? At least a kiss? Or one make out with his love? He was giving up his life after all.

He, or it would be more accurate to say that his demons convinced him, to hire some people. People who only had one mission. Kill Tae when they're given the signal. But if somebody already kills him, they still get the payment. So one day, he told Yoongi that he remembers him. The guy he had a crush on. And invites him to a drink after Yoongi's work hours. They go to a bar and talk about the old days. Well, Tae talks. Yoongi just listens. Or nods. Half an hour left to his decided death, he tells yoongi that he knows why he is here. To kill him. 

"What is that supposed to mean?" Yoongi asks.

"Won't it be too much of a hassle to get me under control and kill me? You don't have a gun on you right now and  I can outrun you anytime. We both know that."

"And you are trying to suggest that?"

"Lets make a deal. I get what I want and you get to kill me. I have a gun with me right  now."

"And what do you want in return? For giving up your life?"

"Five minutes. Let me kiss you for five minutes and you can kill me."

Yoongi seems to think for a bit and then nods his head. They move to the back alley and Tae pins Yoongi against the wall.

"Give me the gun first." 

"And you will not kill me before I get my side of the deal?"

"I won't."

Tae gets his gun from where it was tucked in his belt and gives it to Yoongi. Yoongi turns it a bit in his hands. Tae gets anxious and grabs Yoongi's neck, crashing their lips together. He moves his lips, sucking and tasting Yoongi's. His tears begin to spill as he kisses Yoongi feverishly. He detaches their lips after two minutes to breath a little.

"Did you get scared?" Yoongi asks wiping his tears with his thumb. 

"No," Tae shakes his head. "Do you see the guy on that building behind me? He is going to kill me anyways. Even if you don't kill me, I will die within the next fifteen minutes. So, at least I won't get scared. Its sadness that is flowing from my eyes. And happiness. Sadness that I will never be able to feel these lips anymore. And happiness that the last memory I will die with will be your lips."

He talks as if he is in a trance. Words a bit slurred. Voice raw and tears flowing freely. Still looking in Yoongi's eyes directly. He then looks towards his lips and starts kissing them. As if his life depends on it. If the last thing he was going to do before he dies is kissing Yoongi, he should at least be allowed to do it right. His kisses are short and quick. Rough and bruising. 

"Five minutes have passed" Yoongi says as Tae pulls away for a second. 

"Then. kill. me." He says between desperate kisses. He puts his tongue in Yoongi's mouth and kisses him like his last. It really was. Tears flow freely as he feels Yoongi put the muzzle right on his throat. He listens as Yoongi turns off the safety. For a second, the pressure from the gun seems to lessen, almost as if Yoongi was hesitating. But then the gun returns to its state and Tae kisses more hard. He knows that this is going to be his last moments. He feels as Yoongi puts his other hand on his back and starts closing the fingers. 

One finger, Tae detaches for a second.

Second finger, "Goodbye, hyung."

Third finger, "I love you."

Fourth finger, his lips are back against Yoongi, him kissing harder than before. 

Fifth finger, the tears increase with the force of his kiss. 

A few seconds later, as Yoongi sees the only guy who would be foolish enough to die for a kiss's body slide off him and drop to the floor. He takes a picture, his key into the inner ring, and leaves. Nobody sees the little tear that escapes his eye before he wipes it.

P.S. It will stay here till I read it and get embarrassed and decide to delete it.

P.P.S I reread it and I didn't get embarrassed?!