A Mess (Happy 4 U)

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The song won't add for some reason but it's Little mix a mess (happy 4 u)

Mentions of; Eating disorder and anxiety

Brad's Pov

Its been over six months since me and Tristan broke up and let's just have I've been a mess ever since. I suppose the whole coronavirus situation didn't help which stopped us from speaking to each other.

Flashback

At the begging of the year me and Tristan went to La together to write the album with some producers. We argued quite a bit while we was out there as we was focussing so much on the album. Which meant we didn't have much time to ourselves.

When we got back I decided it was best for me to go back to Birmingham so I could be with my parents in case we went into lockdown. Tristan though it was because I didn't want to be copped up inside with him which was the complete opposite.

I still decided on going back despite what Tristan thought. I missed him terribly doing the zoom calls with the boys made it so much harder being away from him and his touch. Even though he barely made any eye contact with me I just persuned it was cause he missed me to much.

I ended up staying with my parents for about five months and then we it was safe for me to travel to London I decided I would surprise Tristan by coming back.
I unlocked the door quietly so Tristan wouldn't hear me but when I went inside I saw this girl with blonde hair sat on our sette watching tv.

"Erm hello. Who are you ? And what are you doing in my aparentmnent ?" I say feeling more and more frustrated at why this random is here.

"TRIS !" She shouts down the corridor

I then see Tristan looking amazing he's only wearing his joggers. He's smiling so brightly. I'm so lucky to be able to call him mine.

"Hi babe, I've missed you ." I say softly before going up to Tristan and wrapping my arms around him.

To my surprise Tristan doesn't hug me back or even say anything about how happy he is to see me again. I then pull away and see Tristan is looking very shocked.

"WHAT YOU DOING HERE !" Snaps Tristan which startles me.

"I wanted to surprise you. As I can now come back home seeing as the restrictions have lifted." I say softly as not to make Tristan shout at me again.

"YOU NEED TO GO NOW !" Shouts Tristan before pointing to the door.

"WHAT........WHY ??" I respond stuttering on the verge of tears.

"Oh it makes sense now your Brad, Tristan's ex." Says the women getting up and walking towards us and then holding hands with Tristan.

I can't believe what is happening right now how am I Tristan's ex so does that mean she's Tristan's girlfriend.

"Brad.....I" stutter Tristan trying to find something to say.

There is honestly nothing he could say that's going to make me feel any better right now. I need to leave as I can't cry infront of them. I then leave Tristan and whatever her name is standing there. I think I hear Tristan whisper something to her but I can't make out what it is.

When I reach my car I dives up the road a bit and then I finally crumble and don't think I'll stop.

I don't how long I've been crying for before someone knocks on my window. Part of me hopes it's Tristan. I then look up and see James looking very concerned. I then open up my door.

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