Secret Lover,Enemy ✔️

I really do love you

I walk into gym class and get changed,I run a mile then I get into English.I'm dreading this,I open the door and sit in my assigned seat.Next to Adam,he tries talking to me but I end up crying and running out of the room outside.

I walk into school and immediately catch his eye,he looks at me and smiles.I look at him and walk the opposite direction,I sit down outside again and feel someone come up over me.They put their arms around my neck."Fuck off,I don't want to speak to you."I say getting up.Adam seems shocked so I look down at his feet."Heaven,I thought you believed me,I thought it was over."I looked at him confused."How could it be over?How did you let yourself think it's okay to just brush it off. I mean it's been a week of me not talking!"He had some tears run down his cheek and he clenched his jaw."What so what if I don't believe you?"He looks at me again,tears in his eyes."It means...It means you don't trust me."He mumbles softly,I look at his eyes and felt a dagger through my chest."How,how could you not even say sorry and expect that?"I ask in a softer tone,not shouting at him."I just thought,you may be a forgiving person like I thought so."He pushed his hair out his face and adjusted his jeans."I'm sorry,I feel like I just lost a bestfriend.I feel like i've just been pressured into doing something I wasn't apart of.I have feelings too you know.I just don't understand Heaven,you are the person who taught me this.Your the person forgetting."I ran a hand through my hair as he walked off.I sit down and curl up,I realise how much of a hypocrate I am.Why,why can't I just forget it?Am I supposed to or not?

I get home and immedietly run to Will,my bestfriend.I run up and hug him,I hold him close."Hey,what's the matter?"I shake my head and hold him,he pulls me back and sits me down on his bed."I know,I know your not doing so well.Mia told me,she told me everything.Now,I'm not telling you I was right.I was wrong.He's a great guy and I can't believe what I think of him.You were the one proving me wrong.I realised and now you need to know that in the video that was me,recording 1 and a half years ago.Never did he cheat on you. I went as far as to spy on him for the first week you and him were together and he's a keeper,I believe him." I get up,I run to my bedroom and shut the door.I jump onto my bed and push my face into the cover.I cry,I cry myself to sleep yet again.

"Wake up."someone says  softly,too soft I don't hear that well.They shake me a little and I awake,I pull them in thinking it's Will."Heaven,wake up.It's me Adam,I need to talk."I immedietly let go and get up."I am so sor-"I cut him off."No,I'm sorry.I'm sorry for the pain I caused you,I'm sorry that I am a hypocrate.No one's perfect,you taught me that." the feeling of a big great wave that was about to wash over me didn't and I was happy again."I won't do that again I promise,"I say he looks down at me and frowns."It's not that,It's that I don't want to lose that special bond we have.You know,I want to marry you right?"I open my eyes wide and pull him in,he gets ontop of me and hugs me back."I know, I want to marry you too."I say in his ear turning the hug over so I'm on top.We stay in that position for around 10 minutes,falling asleep in his arms."Heav,wake up."Adam says waking me up.I remember what we just did,fell asleep ontop of eachother I smile and get off of him."Hey Adam,I need to talk to you."I hear Will say scratching the back of his head.Adam looks at me confused and places me down.I see the two talking out their differences.I see them ending out with a hug,I see Will smiling trying to hide his happiness.Adam runs back to me,he jumps onto me calmly."I love you baby,you don't know how much."I smile and say in his ear,"I love you more,your the best boyfriend I could ask for."He smiles and picks me up and holds me and takes me to his bike."Baby,what are you doing?"I ask chuckling.He passes me a helmet and he gets onto his ride."Stop asking questions and hold on!"He exclaims as I pull him closer to  me,putting my head on his back as he drives off.

"Close your eyes!"He exclaims as we pull up to the place.He places his hands over mine and walks me over to some grassy hill.We get to the top of it and sit down.He sits behind me,I hold his legs and he releases his hands.I look and see we're on the hill were we first were together.The sun was setting,the sky was purple.I had never seen something this beautiful ever."I love this,it's amazing." I say lying back to watch with him. I'm now sitting where his legs are,resting on him. "I meant what I said," Adam says getting up to see the sun, " I see,and what would that be my husband?" I say in an annoying British accent. "That was awful by the way.I just really love you is all." He declares kissing me as we watch the sky.I put my hands on his knees as the wind howls.