"I'm sorry. It just has to be this way, (Y/N)."
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Lawrence wanted to talk to you about something, he asked you stop by during the night. you knocked on his door, wondering what on earth it could be.
"Come in." Lawrence responded not particularly interested.
you enter his room, which at the moment seemed a bit chaotic, but he did seem to be planning something with the large stacks of paper.
"You wanted to talk?" you asked, Lawrence turned to you and he spoke "Yes, Scarlett told me, you've been seeing Zion am I right?" he caught on as well, or he was supposedly told by blonde princess.
"I'm sorry, I can't let you see him at night. what are you doing with him anyway?" he said nonchalantly,
you were afraid this would happen sooner or later, you didn't realize that you were biting your lip hard enough to draw blood, well. it was back to no sleep schedule you didn't know anyone but Zion who could literally have the patience to talk you to sleep.
"I have insomnia and I talk with Zion until I fall asleep, talking helps." you admitted, there was no way he'd let you see him at night.
and you couldn't just disobey him, he was the leader after all. he could easily kick you out if he wanted to, and you would do anything to stop that from happening.
"I'm sorry. It just has to be this way" Lawrence said earnestly at you,
you purse your lips in frustration as you leave his room, you wouldn't be able to sleep but, your mind kept wandering to just missing zion as company.
you go into your own freezing room, you didn't even feel slightly tired. this wasn't healthy, well you got caught and what could you do about it? nothing, nothing at all than hope that you don't collapse from lack of sleep.
Scarlett really hated you.
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you hear a knock on your door, it was Hailey telling you it was morning it was winter, it'd be dark in the morning as well, you stuttered out while shivering, "C-come in" hugging your knees a figure stepped inside and you were too cold to move.
"It's freezing in here." Zion stated, he came here despite Lawrence likely telling both of us not see each other at night.
you feel his warm jacket on your shoulders, the jacket had his body heat so that must be why it wasn't freezing like an icicle.
"What are doing, Lawrence said-" you began, but Zion cut you off "Shush, you need sleep and the others wouldn't know what makes you sleep."
he was right, the others couldn't know what helps even exercise didn't help talking was what drained you the most, and the others would never guess it.
"but-" you said your lips part what if you got caught again? what if Lawrence kicked you out of the group and you were on your own again. "Shut it, (L/N)."
