SONGKIM FANFIC COMPILATION

Him

Note:

Words in bold fonts are lyrics from Mino's "Her". Translation credits to softboimino on Twitter.

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It doesn't suit you - the hard liquor...

And he was at it again. It pained Mino seeing him like this. It also made him wonder, was he at fault? Maybe, he was. Maybe, he needed to be blamed. Maybe, he should have tried harder. Maybe, he should have stepped in further. Maybe, he should have stopped him; he should have done everything to stop him.

"Hyung..."

"Oh, Mino-ya~ anneyeong! You've arrived! Come, join me."

Two bottles down. And a few cigarette butts on the ashtray.

"No, hyung. I'm fine. Have you eaten?"

"Oh, you're hungry? There's food in the fridge, just heat it up." His hyung smiled. It was so fake. He didn't want it, he felt disgusted by it. But that was all Mino got from him that night. He was into his own world again, which Mino hoped to enter but the door was firmly locked.

...the mean words...

"Well, fuck you too! You're trash, you hear me?! I fucking hate you and I regret meeting you! You get out of here! No, you get out of my life!"

That was the first thing Mino heard the moment he opened the door to their apartment. He saw him again, the person who didn't know much but hated a lot.

"Fine! If that's what you really want. But I don't want you coming for me again. Don't you dare beg for me to come back because I won't!" The bastard shouted. He found him by the door and for some good seconds, they stared at each other - sharp eyes to sharp eyes. The bastard walked to him but only to bump into his shoulder as he lead himself out.

Mino wanted to chase after him, tell him to make a promise to keep his word, make him promise to never show his face again, plead for him to let go, to move on... and never dare to face back. That desire faded when he caught sight of his hyung.

"Hyung..." he walked to him, careful as if not wanting to break anything, anyone more.

"Fuck him." his hyung whispered, and screamed again. "Fuck this!"

"Hyung..."

"No! Don't touch me," was said before Mino can even lift his hand. "I know, I know what you'll say. They already told me! So fine, you go ahead too. Say it to my face if that will make you happy too!"

Mino understood but at the same time, he didn't. Should he say it was unfair for his hyung to direct his anger towards him? "Hyung..." No, if he was that bastard, he will never do this to him, he will never hurt him.

"What? Fuck! Just say it. Say you told me so. Say you've warned me! Say I should have listened! Just fucking tell me I'm stupid!"

Hurts. Don't be like this. "No... no, you're not."

"Liar."

...the soulless expression...