Love is strength

Chapter 4

Clarke

The sunlight beamed in my face as I woke, Lexa with her head on my chest, one leg and one arm around me was sleeping like a baby. I wanted to get up but I decided to lay here in bed until she wakes up.

She shifted around breathing heavily, "No stop! It wasn't Clarke, it was me!" She was saying I held her tighter so she could feel I was here. "No Clarke!" She woke up trying to catch her breath.

"Hey, I'm here Lexa I'm right here." She looked at me as I cupped her face. "Bad dream?" I asked "I couldn't save you in time and Azgeda killed you." She said staring into my eyes, "I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere, I promise." I murmured.

"I should get ready and try to leave without someone seeing me coming out of your room" she said with a smirk, I could get used to her soft side. Only I saw her like this. "Be careful, Heda." She smiled and kissed me before sneaking out.

Last night was definitely something to tell Raven and Octavia about. I found both of the girls in Ravens room, I walked in smiling, "Someone's happier than usual" O said looking at me. "Last night me and-" before I could finish Raven yelled out "No way griffin I thought you could keep it in your pants!" I rolled my eyes, "Me and Lexa had something last night." They darted their eyes at me, Ravens mouth opened wide, "HEDA COULDN'T KEEP IT IN HER PANTS EITHER?!?!" She bursted out laughing, "Raven!" I shouted, "Was it good? Who's room? Did she... you know?" Octavia blurted. "O!" Raven and Octavia kept laughing, "Guys stop I'm serious, she makes me happy" they started to settle down but were still giggling, "As long as your happy Clarkey!" Raven said. "First off ew don't call me Clarkey second thank you"

The girls calmed down, "So Raven, got a new boyfriend or girlfriend yet?" O asked, "No, I still have hope that Luna may come back for me, it sucks the way she left but it was either leave or die." Raven replied, "Can you be certain she will?" I asked. "I think we have a good connection, I think I've developed feelings for Luna, I know she will."

I understand where Ravens coming from but that girl deserves to be happy. "We could always go around and look for her then kidnap her and bring her here." Octavia murmured, Raven looked at her "That sounds crazy, that is crazy." She said, "I mean that'd be kinda fun don't you think?" I said with a smirk, "Yeah, let's go get your girl Reyes!" O shouted.

Raven sat there staring for a moment, "Okay, we go look tomorrow." She said, "But Clarke we're gonna need you to get daddy Heda to let us go out." "Raven!" I shouted, she laughed, "In all seriousness, yes I will try to get her to let us go out to 'hunt'"

I was laying in bed drawing when I remembered to talk to Lexa about letting us go out tomorrow. I knocked on her door, "Enter" she murmured. "Clarke." "Commander." "Do you need something?" She asked me, "I was hoping you could let me, Octavia, and Raven go out tomorrow?" I said, "Yes but what for?" "Hangout, walk around, possibly bring back some dinner?" I said, "You have my approval Hodness." I felt my cheeks get hot, "Thank you Heda." "Lexa!" She corrected me, smiling. "Thank you, Lexa." I said, walking off to my room. "Stay, please." She murmured, I turned around "My pleasure." I implied with a smirk. She got into bed and patted the other side for me to lay down, I did so and she covered us up with the furs and put her head on my shoulder and wrapped her arms around me. Now this, this felt like home.

I woke with Lexas arm around me and slowly moved it off, then continued to get clothes on. "Leaving so soon?" Lexa asked, "Yeah I have a big day with Octavia and Raven today. I promise when I get back I'll spend as much time as I can with you though!" She smiled at that and I could see her cheeks turn red, I gave her a soft kiss and made my way to Octavias room, she was already awake, "Get your ass ready!" I yelled.

I made my way to Ravens room, arm hanging off the bed, legs in weird positions, drool coming from her mouth, seriously Raven. I got up on her bed and started jumping around her, "Get! Up! You! Lazy! Bum!" She groaned and threw the blanket over her head, "Raven!" I yelled, she did nothing, I picked up a pillow and started to hit her with it. "Come on lazy! Wake up! Rise and shine!" She finally got up, "Get ready we're leaving soon." She looked at me like she was about to rip my head off, I smiled, "Real funny Clarke!" She got up to get ready.

Octavia later came in and after Raven fixed up her hair we headed out. "So, someone wasn't in their room again last night." O said, "Nothing happened! We just cuddled and went to sleep." I implied. "Aww such love birds!!!!" Raven squealed, I rolled my eyes.

"Split up and look around these woods, stay in shouting distance." I said "On it Clarkey pooh." Raven said, I gave her a death stare.

"Nothing." O and Raven said, we've been at it for hours around these woods and made sure we checked for anything but got nothing. "What clan was Luna from Raven?" I asked, "Floukru I believe, why?" She replied. "Why didn't you say that from the start!" Octavia yelled, "I didn't think she'd go back." Raven said. "We still have to look, we're finding your girl today Reyes." I said