丨Soar丨 Kimetsu no Yaiba x OC｜

\(°∀° )/Before the story ends...

Hi everyone! ヾ｡･ω･｡ﾉ It is finally the end!!!! Thank you all for going through this journey with me! No words can express how much I want to thank you for reading (ﾉ*>∀<)ﾉ♡

As you all may have noticed, I seldom reply to comments, or share anything about myself. I apologise for that, I'm not sure how to put it but I'm insecure about socialising in general. To be honest, I was bullied when I was small. Time has blurred those unhappy stuff, I don't really remember every detail of what exactly happened, and I'd like to think that I've forgiven her. But the feeling, that sadness, remained, and it's kind of stuck. She was my best friend, or at least I thought of her that way. I know not everyone is bad, but bad people seems to be everywhere (；＿；) So please forgive me if I ever made anyone felt ignored (๑o̴̶̷̥᷅﹏o̴̶̷̥᷅๑)

Come to think of it, the me in reality can actually relate to Zenitsu a lot. I don't panic on the outside, but trust me that I often panic like him in the inside. I'm nervous and scared about doing every little thing, I am never confident in anything about myself, and I'm not really talented in many things like the many around me. At the beginning, posting chapters definitely made me anxious, I was so scared that I had to put my phone away and didn't dare to look at it until next morning. So thank you for staying with me, until I could post chapters without too much anxiety (*'˘'*)♡

And again, like Zenitsu, I never really like myself either. Some days depressive and self loathing thoughts would cloud my mind, some days I would be cheerful or fine, I feel as if there are two people in my mind. It would get so severe to the point that I prayed for a truck to hit me the next time I went on the streets. Luckily, writing eases those terrible thoughts. Everything seems better and more hopeful when I'm reading or writing. Thank you for reading and voting because you create further meaning in what is meaningful to me ♡♡♡
(Sorry for suddenly sharing something so depressing, and sorry if I made anyone feel uncomfortable)

Thank you for giving me the chance to dream. Around two years ago I found my dream to be an author. I didn't know where to start, and I was (and still) absolutely hesitant of my language abilities since English is a second language to me. There are people who would be doubtful of me, there are those who would always look down on me, but I decided that I didn't want to give up on any dreams anymore. One day I thought hey, why not start with fanfiction? And thus this story was created. Thank you for giving me courage and dreaming with me (,,> <,,)♡

Thank you for growing up with Chizuko through these several months. Perhaps writing about Chizuko is sort of what I hope for myself, to be free of the cage we unconsciously build for ourselves, to smile through every hardship, to smother others with kindness, and to live but not just survive. Thank you for sticking with her ଘ(੭ु*ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭ु*.°♡

Thank you for giving me a reason to live. It sounds exaggerated but please believe me that it's very true. On the days when my batteries are running low, writing and creating stories are what keeps me going, are what halts those suicidal thoughts. Looking back, maybe Chizuko's strong will to live on, is what I'm unknowingly trying to remind myself of, and I hope it could remind you as well (♡˘ ˘♡)

I'm sorry if any of the content were messy. I only have time to finish the chapters, often posting without editing, so please forgive me for the messiness and grammatical mistakes. I'm sorry for changing the title of this fanfic for quite a lot of times, some ideas just pop up and are added to the original plan all of a sudden. In fact, many scenes (for example Chizuko being turned into a demon like form, Obanai removing Chizuko as his tsuguko, the blue spider lily) are unplanned.

For Soar, I would add some Taisho Secrets and arrange the chapters into different arcs to make the story more structured. I'm still thinking whether I should change the title of Soar (again XD) because of the many ideas that suddenly popped up.

For future plans, I for sure would continue the story of Tamaki Kaisa in Shunrai, it should be an xGiyu for the moment (if no new ideas pop up). I'm also planning another kny fanfic, which is roughly about Douma's reincarnated sister? (and perhaps Muzan's rumoured ex lover?) But that still needs further planning. I should (hopefully) start posting the two stories after three weeks from now (by then I would be free of those annoying term papers and tests). Check them out if you're interested ✧*｡٩(ˊωˋ*)و✧*｡

Last but not least, thank you so very much for having the patience to read through the whole fanfic and my babbling. Love you all
❤*.(๓'͈꒳'͈๓).*❤