my mom found these letters, she screamed at me. i dont know why. theyres nothing wrong with writing these.
i added three more cuts after she yelled at me.
one for writing these,
one for her screams,
one for crying through it.
i hope nobody else ever reads these, besides you babe.
i miss you.
i think youre forgeting about me.
i bought tickets to your concert.
ill be there, front row.
i hope you see me, not a screaming fan.
i havent done anything lately. all i do is lay in my bed, i only get up to get food. i dont even get up most days.
i dont eat much anymore. theyres no point. im gonna die anyway.
i love you calum.
im sorry if i hurt you.
i steal my moms vodka more now than ever. she doesnt notice.
i miss you.
forever and always
- peyton
