dear calum,
the concert is today. ive decided im going for sure, ive bought the tickets and im not wasting that money, even if youve forgotten me i still have mikey.
ive also decided this is going to be the last letter. im going to kill myself.
im going to go to the concert and kill myself right after. i cant handle missing you. its too overwhelming. i just wanna forget you. i wanna forget the way we cuddled, the way you smilied, the way youre absolutely amazing.
im going to play green day and kill myself. that way, hopefully i wont remember you when im dead.
im sorry cal but you cant change after all youve done. youve really changed too. youve went from loving me with all your heart to not speaking to me when you know me and one of your best friends are constantly talking.
its not okay hood.
i need you back, i need the real you, the one that made me smile and feel loved, not the one that made me feel forgotten.
goodbye
- peyton
peyton set down her pen and stood up, she walked out of her apartment and to her car. she got in the car and drove to the venue, once she arrived she went up to the ticket booth and got her tickets. she walked into the arena and found her seat. it was in the very middle of the stage and in the front row. she sat down and sighed as thousands of girls piled into the arena. girls swarmed all around her. they were screaming to their moms or friends. they usually said something like
"oh my god im so excited"
some girls were actually crying.
as the boys walked out on stage she started crying. michael waved at her and most of the girls around her started freaking out, they thought he waved at them. peyton smilied. she loved the way her best friends made other girls freak out. she saw michael walk over to calum and point to her. calum looked and walked to the front of the stage. he held his hand out and grabbed peytons hand. he pulled peyton onto the stage and kissed her. she pushed him off.
"what the fuck" she yelled
"babe whats wrong" calum looked shocked and scared.
"you dont talk to me for more than five months then pull me on stage and kiss me, it doesnt make fucking sense" peyton screamed. michael ran over to her and pulled her into a hug
"so youre mad at me but will hug michael" calum screamed, peyton could see the tears forming in his eyes.
"well he actually talked to me" peyton screamed
"babe im sorry, michael told me you were coming and i wanted to surprise you here" calum said, tears were falling down his face.
peyton reached into her bag and pulled out the letters and threw them at him
"goodbye forever hood" she said as she jumped off the stage and started walking out of the arena
"peyton wait" calun screamed into the microphone
"no calum, i dont fucking need you anymore" she screamed back as calum glanced over one of the letters
"come here, let me see your arms" calum said into the microphone, you could hear the sadness in his voice.
"no" peyton screamed as she pulled down the sleves of her hoodie
"please babe, ill show you mine" calums voice cracked as he spoke.
peyton started walking toward the stage when a security guard grabbed her arm and started dragging her out of the arena.
"calum" peyton screamed
"dude stop" calum and michael screamed into their microphones
the security guard released peyton from his grip and she ran up to the stage where calum pulled her up. she pulled up her sleeve, revealing her scars. he did the same.
"calum why would you do this" michael yelled
"the boys didnt know" peyton whispered
"no" calum mumbled as he pulled her into a hug.
"im still mad at you" peyton said into calums chest
"oh yeah" calum said
"oh yeah" peyton screamed as she pushed him off of her
"look babe im sorry" calum said quietly
"dont fucking call me babe" peyton screamed
"im sorry" calum mumbled
"dont be, i have no friends anymore" peyton sat down on the edge of the stage and pushed herself off
"you have me" michael smilied
"no i dont" peyton said as she walked out of the arena
peyton kept walking until she got to her car. she got in and drove to her apartment. once she arrived she texted calum
peyton - meet me at my apartment
calum - be there in twenty
peyton walked into her apartment and started blasting green day. she went into her kitchen and grabbed the biggest knife. she started crying as she pressed the knife against the skin on her wrist. the knife broke the skin and she instantly started bleeding. she passed out on the floor and died.
twenty minutes passed until calum walked into her apartment to find her laying on the floor with the knife in her hand and green day blasting.
"no" calum screamed
"you cant leave me, not now no please baby no".
