I WAS AWAKEN FROM MY BED, not feeling like today was the day for me, but luckily my friend Rue was getting out of rehab.
My mom told me to stop hanging around her and Lexi because there were a bad Influence and with Rue's apparently overdosing, she made it clear if she saw me 6 inches or closer to her, she would make me go to New York, to my aunties and let me tell you, I can't STAND does two bitches, like no joke, at all, they think they're so high and mighty, it annoys me.
anyways, I'm trying to get my mom off my back, so I could sneak away and check up on rue, I felt bad for ditching her when she needed me, yeah I'm such a bad friend, I knew that already in thought.
I hope she talks to me. I sigh, looking at my Mom as she was ready to leave for work, I knew this was my only hope to leave and see Rue.
But, I knew my sister would snitch on me, Kat is annoying I hate being around her, I know she's lonely and shit, but don't make me miserable- speaking of Kat she was doing something for school, being quiet as Usually, I could explain my sister as a loner just clear of the opposite as me, I mean she would stay home mostly on the weekends only if it wasn't like a party-night or so- those nights we would stay over Maddy's and chill but other than that no, she would just stick to herself.
I loved Kat I mean we shared a close bond but there were other times where I was just completely annoyed by her and wanted to get away from her depression ass mood and that was what I was planning on doing right now, getting away from this house and my sister, really it could be good for me. I learned that staying at home isn't always a good thing.
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Once Mom left, I decide to sneak out from my room window, thank god I was wearing tights instead of jeans, honest to god the fall could have done me more damage than before, I was really lucky since I was really short, I mean yeah I could crawl into tight spaces but I knew sure as hell that I couldn't jump from a very far height without injuring myself
