A/NFor the first time, I'll write from the character's point of view. Hehehe Wish me luck😉 If this goes well, I'll do it again.
Nari's POV
Namjoon. My Namjoon. The love of my life. My other half. My husband. My best friend.
He's gone.
I can't breathe, I can't eat, I can't sleep. I don't want to live anymore.
But I don't have a choice. I have another life in me. I have to take care of it. I can't just give up on our child, can I? Namjoon would be heartbroken if I did. But where is he?
Where are you, baby? Are you holding up okay? Are you hurt? Will I ever see you again?
(A/N: I tried to be poetic in here but I failed miserably. I'm obviously not a poet, I'm sorry guys 😭)
At that thought, I burst out in tears. Again. This feels like the billionth time since he disappeared. I can feel strong arms around me and a voice begging me to calm down. That smell. It's Jungkook. I lean into his arms for comfort, but it doesn't come. It's more tears instead.
I hear two other voices. They are talking about me and they sound worried. They are approaching and someone squats in front of me. It's my boss. He looks as pale as usual and he is looking at me with his tired eyes.
"You should eat something," he says in a soft voice.
I just nod. That's all I can do, honestly. I don't have the energy, nor the will to talk or do anything at all. I just want my husband.
"You can't go on like this, Nari. You have to feed the baby at least. It's been three days and you barely ate or drank anything!" Soha said, exasperated.
Three days.
Three whole days without seeing him, without his touch, without hearing his voice. I miss him so much.
"Nari!" Soha snaps.
"Don't stress her out, she is already going through enough." Yoongi defends.
"She could lose the baby! You'll end up with nothing, no baby, no husband! Stop being stupid-"
"Soha!"
There is a silence, then I hear Soha storm out of the room. That's when I feel tears falling down my face again. What would I do without my husband? I wouldn't even be able to take care of a child. Our child.
I look down at my stomach and put my hand on it. I can't let you down either, that would make me a bad mom. And a bad wife. Namjoon would be so disappointed and sad if he comes back and you're not here anymore...
I turn to Yoongi and he smiles at me as he is wiping my tears away.
"She's right, you know. I should take care of myself and my child. I wouldn't want Namjoon to come back to a dead baby."
"You'll both be fine, don't worry. But you do need to eat."
I nod and he asks "what do you want to eat?"
"Anything, I don't care."
"What do you mean, anything? You can't eat just anything, Nari. Stop being so f**ing selfish. You need to eat right for him to be healthy as well."
Yoongi and I look up at Soha who was entering the room followed by Jungkook. When did he leave my side? I was so focused on my pain that I didn't notice much around me. The Truth is, it's been like this for the whole three days.
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Bloodthirsty(KNJ)
FanfictionBook 1 of the Blood Series. A beautiful young detective starts working on a case that will change her life forever. ps: I don't own any of the pictures or BTS members for that matter. BigHit don't sue me I'm broke😭 ps(again): I will be editing some...