Why Me? || ksj

Challenge #1

This is going to be a rough week.

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(A/n, this whole chapter is in Jin's POV and next chapter's will be Min-jie's)

JIN POV

I leave her apartment in stress. A whole week without her? It doesn't sound like much, but after talking to her every night and day, it's a lot for me.

What if she wants to actually break up after this, after having time to think? My hands start to sweat and shake as I open the door to my car, trembling. I really can't lose her.

I take deep breaths and look at my phone, it was on "Do Not Disturb" all night.

My members are probably so upset right now. They don't exactly support our relationship.

38 missed calls. 287 texts. Shoot.

The members were spamming me all morning after realizing I never came home. Oops. 

I hesitantly call Namjoon, the one who messaged me the most, and put the phone to my ear.

"Jin hyung?"

"Namjoon-ah, about last nigh-"

"WHERE WERE YOU?"

"I-"

"WE WERE ALL SO WORRIED AND THOUGHT YOU MADE AN IMAGINARY GIRLFRIEND AS AN EXCUSE AND RAN AWAY"

"Woah, calm down"

"We cancelled dance practice today because all our security is out looking for you. Manager-nim is pissed"

Shoot.

"I'm coming to the building now, tell them I'm fine" I paused and formed the nest question in my head, "Namjoon. Did you guys tell anyone about...the-um"

"No, but we might soon if she keeps distracting you"

"She's not distracting me. Work will always be the first priority"

"Your behavior says differently" I bring out a long sigh, hoping he can hear it.

"I'm on my way" I say before I hang up.

After getting numerous lectures and being scolded, they finally left me alone. I go back to my apartment room, flop on the bed and bring my phone out, ready to call Min-jie again, our nightly calls.

Oh wait. A week without her.

I sigh and bury my head into a pillow. It's okay, I deserve this. I try to sleep before our busy schedules tomorrow.

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Day 1

You'd think that a busy schedule will keep me distracted from Min-jie, especially when I have no time to be distracted at all. Well, you thought wrong. No matter how much I try to focus on my work, she keeps drifting back to my mind. Her beautiful laugh, face, eyes... tears. I sigh thinking back on that night. What was I thinking?

"Kim Seokjin!" I snap my head up and look at my managers staring at me worriedly. I sheepishly look down and rub the back of my neck, preparing for another scolding.

"Are you okay? We called your name like 10 times already. You just seem distracted these days" My members shoot me a knowing glance from the side of the room.

"Ah, yes, I'm fine. Thank you for worrying about me" I bow down.

"If this continues, we might have to tell Bang PD about this. It's not normal"