Sexual Exploration 2

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Jungkook refused to accept he was going to die.

He could tell his air supply was running low, his breaths were slowly but steadily getting shorter and shorter.

His pounding was getting weaker, until it was too much effort to raise his arms anymore.

He rolled over onto his side, shivering in the cold box.

He had to get out, he had to protect Jimin.

He was so tired...

He had to stop Agust.

Maybe a quick nap would help him get some energy back.

He had to tell Namjoon.

He was sure Namjoon was handling everything...it would be fine if he closed his eyes...just for a second...

No.

His family needed him, and he would be damned if he let a little thing like being buried alive stop him from protecting the ones he loved.

"Agust!" He shouted, his fingers curling into fists. "I'll fucking kill you!"

With all his strength, he kicked his feet against the lid of the box.

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Namjoon hit play, and they all held their breath as the video started.

There wasn't any audio, but what was happening on screen didn't need any explanation.

Agust came down the stairs, a bloody and unconscious Jungkook in his arms.

Namjoon grimaced at the sight, but forced himself to keep watching.

The alter walked across the living room, exiting to the backyard.

The cameras didn't reach to outside, but Agust came back a moment later, suddenly running to the front yard patio.

"That's when he came to us!" Taehyung gasped. "He pretended to be Yoongi and said RM attacked him!"

Seokjin looked sick as he watched them all run to Namjoon's room. "He tricked us...he tricked us so well."

Namjoon ignored them, only looking at the cameras. A few minutes later, they saw Taehyung, Seokjin and Hoseok dragging a struggling Namjoon to the basement, and then a couple moments later, Agust came back inside.

The alter went up the stairs, leaving the sight of the camera's as he ducked into Jimin's room.

"That's when...he visited me." Jimin breathed. "I was mean...I called him scary..."

"None of this was your fault." Namjoon assured him. "None of it."

The power went out in the cams, and it was hard to see, but they could faintly make out Agust hurrying out of the room, down the stairs and back into the living room.

A figure moved, silhouetted in the moonlight, and came up behind the alter- grabbing him.

"It's him!" Jimin pointed. "His dad! I fucking told you!"

Namjoon's heart dropped and he paused the video, unable to watch it. He put his head in his hands and cried.

"Namjoon-"

The boy shoved Taehyung away, sending the boy crashing to the floor. He growled at all of them, glaring. "Don't ever fucking touch me again! All of you! This is your fucking fault! You had me tied up when Yoongi's father was right upstairs- fucking hurting him! I couldn't save him, I couldn't even try because of all of you!"

Hoseok flinched. "N-Nyam-"

"No!" Namjoon shouted, his devastation at losing Yoongi manifesting into anger. "No! No nicknames! No stupid excuses! Get the hell out of my face- all of you! Right now!"

They were shocked- Namjoon never acted out like this. No matter how angry he got- he never lashed out at them.

"JoonJoon?" Jimin asked, his fists under his chin as he stared up at the taller boy with wide, watery eyes.

"Why couldn't you have just accepted him?" Namjoon growled. "He was changing for you."

Jimin stepped back like he had been shot.

Seokjin grabbed Jimin, ushering him out of the room. Hoseok followed quickly, not wanting the boy to see him cry.

Taehyung lingered in the doorway. "Namjoon...you're completely right, and you have every right to hate us, I know I'll never forgive myself for what I did to you. I thought Agust was Yoongi- I had no idea he was able to get out on his own, and I had no idea Yoongi's father was free. When he told me RM attacked him, of course I believed him. I had to. I had to make sure Yoongi was safe by knowing why RM did that so I could stop it from happening again. Please...don't ever forgive me...but for right now, we have to work together to find Jungkook and save Yoongi."

Namjoon got up from the chair, and Taeyung's heart pounded as the taller, stronger boy approached him.

Namjoon glared down at him, and Taehyung realized how easy it would be for the younger boy to snap his neck.

"Work together?" Namjoon hissed, yanking down the collar of his shirt to reveal the cuts and bruises. "Like how you three worked together to torture me?" He shook his head. "If you want to help, Kim Taehyung, leave this house and don't ever fucking come back. All you do is get people hurt. It was your fault what Agust did to me last year, your fault Yoongi went through all that pain and got his biggest secrets exposed, and your fault I couldn't save him tonight. Everything that happens to Yoongi is on your shoulders."

He shoved the boy out of the room. "I don't ever want to see your face again. We're fucking done. As far as I'm concerned- you're dead."

Taehyung gasped, pain shooting through his heart at the boys words, because he knew Namjoon meant them. "Wait- wait- you mean-"

"If I ever see you again, I'll fucking kill you." Namjoon growled.

He slammed the door shut.

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me: ahh, since so much shit is going wrong, I'll give them a break by letting namjoon be strong and getting over what team no braincell did to him so they can focus on saving yoonkook- cuz yanno that's whats most importa-

The comments: "nAMjoon shouldn't forgive them, namjOon should have permanent damage from the torture, namjooN should have broken ties to them from now on!1!"

Me: 👁👄👁

Me: *cracks knuckles* Alright, ur wish is my command 😈💀

BRING ON THE ANGST HAHAHAHA