Doesn't Match

"He'll Never Love Me"

Haruto's POV
Mashiho, what the fuck?! What the heck are you planning to do?? Do you wanna die!?

As they slowly open their eyes and looked at each other with Junkyu having no clue of what's going on, he doesn't know why, but he likes it. Haruto interfered, he went straight to Mashi and grabbed his wrist and they left the confused Junkyu alone. (I can imagine him being all confused lol)

"H-Haruto.. I-" I stared at him "Don't Haruto me!" I cutted his words off "What do you think your doing?? Do you have a death wish??" I continued "Could you just hear me out for once??" I let out a tch "Thank you!" Mashiho raised his voice "Then what are you waiting for?? Start!" I said "Okay! Okay!"

"First of all, yes, I did promise you that I won't fall in love with him, yes I said that I wouldn't, yes I said all of that to you. But you have to believe me that I didn't steal him from you, I never did! When you came back to Japan that week, I became friends with him and we got close, kind of.. but I was holding back.. I didn't want to let my feelings grow more and more so I tried to stay away, I couldn't move an inch when Jihoon-" "Jihoon? who's that?" I asked "His bestfriend.. I don't know how they met but.. Jihoon likes him too, thats also my reason. Look, I'm stuck okay? I've been holding back for you guys. I know I have no chance on him.. I just want to let him know that I like him. No, I don't like him." I tilted my head you said you wanted to express your feelings but your saying you dont like him? you're so fucking confusing. "I love him." I knew it. "Woah Woah Woah, that's a big fucking word! You love him?? Tch! As if he'll love you back." I rolled my eyes "Why? Are you Junkyu?" he turned to me "Oh come on, even if I'm not, you know he'll just use you, he would never love you just like Yagami did!" Mashiho's eyes widen upon hearing the boys' name..

Yagami..

"I.. like you.." the boy confessed "I liked y-you ever since 6th grade. I-I really do.. I-" the other went closer and gave a peck on its lips "W-Why'd you.." the other raised his finger and placed it on the boys' lip "Shh" he said in a low voice and moved closer little by little until they crashed into each others lips once more. "I like you too, Mashiho."

Yagami Torou. Mashiho's crush since 6th grade in his previous school in Japan.

Mashiho and Yagami dated for 5 months until their 12th grade. They were happy having each others' side, every end of class they meet up and hug each other, they'll enjoy each others' presence and being a lovey dovey around people even in public. They wanted to show how much they love and adore each other.

Until one day.. 11am at school

"Hey what's with the suit?" Mashiho asked "Ah, we have a project to do upstairs about reporting and such.. Do I look okay?" Yagami replied "Yes babe. You do." Mashiho smiled ear to ear but that was ruined when Yagami's phone beeped "Oh, I'm late! Okay babe see you." Mashiho went to give the older a peck and said goodbye after.

"I'll be at library while waiting for them to finish.." Mashi said to himself. Upon reaching the library, people's whispers are heard.. was that even considered as whispers? It can be heard all over the place. Even the librarian is annoyed about it.

"He's still happy?"
"Maybe he still doesn't know?"
"Gosh, poor guy."
"It's been five months.. what a waste."
"Yeah.. how did that guy managed not to get caught?"
"If your a player, then you'll know."
"What do you mean?"
"Never mind."

Huh? Are they talking about.. me?
Someone approached me holding her phone on her hand "Hey Mashiho!" I turned "Uh.. y-yes?" I sounded nervous "Have you seen this yet??" she asked and showed a clip on her phone and played it "I-Is that.. Y-Yagami..?" she nodded as a response. I.. I can't believe this.. Why?? Why me??!

"Did he say something about going out?" she asked "Well u-uh.. he said he w-was going to do a p-project.." I answered "Is he wearing a suit?" I breathed heavily "Y-Yes.." the girl in front of me made a grimacing face "Mashiho you gotta go upstairs now!"

And so, I rushed upstairs.. I noticed that every room was closed but that didn't stop me and I started banging through every door until I opened the room where Yagami was in and I just wanna throw that fucking girl on Yagami's lap into the depths of the sea! "Yagami!!" I shouted "M-Mashiho.. I- uh-" I ran towards the girl and slapped her disgusting face! "Hey!!" she shouted "Mashi.. I-I can explain" you disgust me. "Shut up. You don't have to explain anything! I.. I loved you. I guess that wasn't enough for you huh? Well no shit." I rushed towards the exit and slammed the door as loud as I could and stomped my feet at the stairs going down and saw a crowd of those people who don't know the fucking word called privacy. I sighed heavily and rushed to avoid them and went straight to the library again.

All I did was cry.. cry over a boy who doesn't deserve to be cried on!

I hate it..

I hate this..

I hate myself..

Why.. why..??

Mashiho spaced out for hours remembering those scenes.. remembering that guy.. remembering everything..

Haruto's right.. Junkyu will never love me.. just like he did..

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Uhm.. I think I'll update every night now, I guess? But not sure if its daily tho.. Anyways tenkyow🍊

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