"279 pounds", the pediatrician said as I reluctantly tried suck my stomach in. Do you know how much I hate going to appointment. Like I have to go through the thought that people have to watch me like no I don't want you to. I lean against the wall as she checks my height. "5'9" oh my goodness I actually grew. I saw my mom gave me a look pity. She felt bad for me because ever since I could remember kids were fun of me. I would get really sad when the guys did it. I sat in the spiny chair and looked at the long lean modeling looking doctor. "Excuse me?" Yes willow do all girls at mg age look like me. Well willow I'm gonna be honest obesity rates are high but at 15 your at the border line. I could only mumble out oh.. I could see the doctor felt bad for me. Maybe you can loose 20 poumds he suggested. Are yo kidding me that would take months. I can probably loose about 4. I rather go eat kfc and watch the notebook or something. After the check up the car ride was silent. I ask " can we get Wendy's? " no she said blankly, whyyy I whined. Well I agree with the pedutrican.
I looked at her angry I couldn't understand why would she do this to me. She was the one who comforted me. Now it's different, when got home I ran straight into my room. I curled up in my full sized bed. I put the dvd in A walk to remember. I know its cheesy but beautiful. I've dremt being gorgeous and having everyone on me. Some days I doubt I'll fid a guy who love me. I eat my depression away but look where that got me. I was 200 pounds by the ending of 7th grade.
Halfway through the ending movie my mom walked in. hey honey, I just watched the tv screen. Honey you look beautiful being skinny like or even like me for instance. I weighed 134 and I'm 5'2 but I keep myself health.
Mom I don't care if I'm skinny a guy should like me for me not how much I weigh I snapped. Don't you want guy's to like you?
They should like me for me not a number on a sheet of paper. I'm just trying to help you every day your gonna get 147 minutes outside and your portions have been cut down. She ran out furious . I love my mother wth everything but her telling me too loose weight hurts you know. I couldn't keeep it anymore I just cried. I manage to watch how landon proposed to jamie knowing she would die. I've only dreamed about having love like that. After awhile I just staired at my ceiling. I looked around and spoted the clock 6:23 . I stumble out my bedroom to smell plantains and rice with bean sauce and fat back. I walked down and spot 2 plates and not 3 I sit down. I see my dad smile at me "hey munchkins ☺" hey dad I made a smile. My set down a plate of green and puple lettuce and cut up peices of meat. What's this I announced , as my dad was almost finished' sweet heart that your dinner now eat up dad needs his princess nice and strong. Well I have to head back to work he kissed us goodbye. Mom I won't eat it. Then I guess you'll go hungry she said codly. I moved from my seat and stomped up their and played the fray you found me. The chorus few lyrics always get me.
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
I actually maged finish my homework. I laid down and saw 7:15 I squeezed my eyes and open I was too late. Tomorrow is a better day right?
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Fat~Alpha~2
WerewolfIf I could you give one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes. Only then would you realize how special you are to me. That moment was priceless to me . To feel loved to feel needed it was all because of him.
