Weak but strong | j.jk.

Chapter 25

"WE KISSED?!" I yelled without thinking, pulling back and he looked at me Jungshook.

...Fuck what I just do...

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I stared at him wide eyed, and so did he.

I looked away when I couldn't handle the stare anymore, my face was probably red right about now.

"I... I'm sorry, I was desperate for you to stay awake... it could've been really dangerous if you passed out that early..."

"...Why though?" I asked looking back a him. He parted his lips but didn't say anything. "Why do you care about me so much?" "...I don't know myself... Just... forget it please. I'm sorry."

He got up but I got hold of his arm. He sighed and looked back at me, and I stared into his eyes. "...Why were you crying then? That doesn't explain it."

He quickly looked away avoiding my gaze. "...Jungkook." He pulled his arm free and got up. "I'll go get Jin to check on you" he then walked out of the room, and I sighed once the door closed.

Why is he acting like this...

He did say he hates getting close to people... but... I still don't get it. Then why does he care about me so much and keep saving me? And why did he... kiss me? And cry too...

AND WHY DID I EVEN KISS HIM BACK?!

...Ugh my head hurts...

The door opened and I looked up to see Jin walking over.

"How are you feeling?" he asked and I sighed. "Ok I guess." He raised an eyebrow at me and I looked at him confused.

"...Why are you-"

Then I realised.

"WE KISSED?!" I yelled without thinking, pulling back and he looked at me Jungshook.

...Why did I scream that out loud?!

"Umm... did everyone hear?" "...It was kinda loud" he said scratching the back of his neck.

I then also realised that someone was driving the car as Jungkook sat in the back of the car...

"Umm... who drove the car...?" "Hoseok... why?" I looked away and he made an 'oh' noise.

He sighed then sat down on the bed next to me. "Is Jungkook acting strange?" I nodded and he sighed. "Be patient with him... he's been through a lot recently... especially since you've left. Jimin got hurt just like Taehyung, Jimin's told me about his sudden mood change."

"What?" He sighed and said, "Long story short, Jungkook's step mum is back and hurt both Taehyung and Jimin, and threatened Jungkook into saying she'll hurt us all, so Jungkook forbid us from going out. But then his step mum found out where you were and that's why you were kidnapped again. But Jungkook took the risk and went to save you. I'm not so sure either why, but he does seem to care about you, though he won't admit it."

I kept silent then he sighed and said, "Stay here for now, ok? It's too dangerous otherwise. Jungkook will most likely act weird... he might even avoid you. But you get why now, right?"

I nodded then he patted my shoulder and got up, giving me some tablets. "Here, you need to take it so the effects fully go away."

I took them and swallowed them down with some water then thanked him and he went out of the room.

I sighed and looked down.

Will I even be safe once Jungkook's step mum is dealt with...?

I thought I would be safe now, but this happened.

I don't even know if I can live normally anymore...