Weak but strong | j.jk.

Chapter 36

JUNGKOOK POV

My eyes opened slowly, and I felt too weak to even move.

I then heard some shuffling and a sigh a few moments later.

"Hyung...?" I managed to say quietly and a second later Jin was by my side with widened eyes.

"Y...you're awake?! How are you feeling?" "...Like shit" I mumbled. He sighed and put the back of his hand on my forehead then sighed again, relief shown in his face this time.

"What happened...?" "That's what I want to ask. What on earth happened?! You were gone but then came back half dead..."

Then everything came back to me.

I sat up suddenly with widened eyes, I don't know how I did so myself as I had zero energy.

Jin looked taken aback for a second. "Wh-" "C... can you get Y/n?" "Y/n?" he asked confused. "Please.... just... I need to talk with her."

He sighed then nodded and walked out of the room. I stared at the wall waiting for Y/n come, and a minute later she did.

But when I saw her I was immediately concerned. She looked tired, like really tired.

She walked over slowly and I looked at her my eyes tearing up, and she seemed panicked about this.

"What happened Jungkook?" she asked softly sitting down on the edge of the bed looking at me.

"...D... do you remember?" "...Remember what?" I pointed to my chest and said, "This scar. The way you reacted. You knew didn't you?" She looked down and she looked really sad.

"Y/n-" "I remember" she whispered. "I forgot everything, but I started to have dreams about what happened when we met."

She looked up slowly then asked, "How do you remember? And know it was me? I changed my name." I sighed and said, "The guy who had me was the one who was behind all of it. He told me everything."

She nodded and looked down again so I lifted her chin gently with my finger. I stared into her eyes, trying to understand how she was feeling.

She looked sad... and... regretful?

"Y/n... do you feel like it's your fault?" She stayed silent but bit her lip which gave me the answer.

"Look, Y/n. It was my choice, ok? I didn't want you to die... I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if something happened to you... you were the only one I had at the time."

I sighed and said, "I woke up from a month coma after all that happened, and people told me that you were trying to kill me... that you brought those people to me on purpose. Of course I didn't believe it at first... but over time all the lies and fake stories were the only thing that seemed to make sense to me... so I ended up believing it. I only found out now that it wasn't your doing, it's not your fault Y/n."

She held onto my hand and put it down on the bed before pulling her hand back and looking down.

"Still... if I wasn't there then you wouldn't have gotten hurt like that... none of this would've happened."

"If I had the chance to turn back time to the time I met you... I would keep it the same Y/n."

I intertwined my hand with hers slowly and sighed looking down.

"You gave me hope, happiness and motivation to keep going when I didn't have any. You made my worthless life seem worth living... Once I thought you were gone, it hit me in the face like a brick. My life turned upside down, I didn't trust anyone except my friends that I have now. I was forced with them by my father as he wanted me to do the same thing as him, but I got closer to them eventually, and we ended up relying on each other."

"...I'm talking too much, aren't I?" I sighed and closed my eyes, feeling overwhelmed with everything that's going on.

I then heard a quiet sob and I snapped my head up to see her staring at me, her eyes filled with tears.

I quickly cupped both her cheeks and made her look at me. "Hey... why are you crying?" I asked softly.

She shook her head and said, "I j... just missed you so much..." I sighed and pulled her closer, wrapping my arms around her in a hug.

"...I missed you too. And... I love you Y/n." It spilled from my mouth without even thinking, it felt so right.

"W... what?" I leaned back and cupped her cheek with my hand.

"I fell in love with you Y/n" I smiled softly, caressing her cheek.

We stared at each other for what seemed like forever before she said quietly, "I think I like you too..."

My smile widened and she did too, it was a small but soft and genuine smile.

I then looked down to her lips and started leaning closer, but then stopped just an inch away from her face.

I looked up into her eyes and stared at her for a moment before asking, "Can I kiss you?"

She nodded, looking a little embarrassed which made me smile.

I looked down at her lips again, and closed my eyes before closing the gap between our lips.

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It finally happened ya'll 👍🏻 I guess the story will be ending soon then too :(( it was really fun to write tho, I'll probably be writing a stray kids story next :)

Also, this is a long chapter compared to the rest of the story but oh well 😌