NXT 2 U [Minsung AU]

𝟚𝟙 • 𝕊𝕝𝕦𝕞𝕡

~POV Jisung~

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Boom Boom

Boom Boom

Boom Boom

Boom Boom

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"So, who's the wimp now?"

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I... I was.

I was, because I was shaking like a leaf, terrorized by this feeling growing inside me every second. It was neither acceptable nor moral, and I hated myself for that. I felt like banging my head against the walls but even though I knew it was wrong... forbidden... I felt good like that... above him... in his arms...

"You're okay? Did you hurt yourself?"

Instantly, Minho's slightly troubled voice made me open my eyes I had hurriedly closed under my own emotions' pressure. Caught by his gaze as deep and sharp as a cat's ones, I stammered.

"N-no... and you?"

He shook his head slowly, in a way that seemed sensual to me, while I tried not to look at his mouth so intensely. However, it was like a magnet to me. A bit dizzy, I swallowed my saliva. His lips were so nice, attractive, so perfectly drawn I couldn't get away from them. I was hypnotized... and at the same time worried.

Lost in my thoughts and deafening sound of my heartbeats, I brought my hand close to his face, before delicately touching, with my fingertips, his mouth's bruised corner then his lips' flayed pulp. For God Sake... why was he still wounded like that?

With a heavy heart, I asked.

"H-How did that happen?"

Did he fight in Daejeon? Was that why he was back in Seoul Saturday? As I asked myself this questions, realizing I was close to caressing his lips, I suddenly spread my hand of his face, as if I had just been burned alive.

At once, I felt myself blushing all over again. But instead of answering me, Minho slipped a hand on my forehead, below my fringe, the sensation of his long and thin fingers on my skin covering me with shivers as he watched me attentively.

"Do you have a fever? Your body's so hot..."

By saying that, he took my face in his hands to force me to look him in the eye. I could hardly breathe so much I was nervous. My cheeks were on fire. My heart was beating so fast I was afraid it was going to escape from my chest when, in this strange floating moment... seized by the desire to get even closer to him... something woke up inside me.

An inner alarm...

A ringing...

A cry...