Faded in my last song [COMPLETED]

Conceited

Lucas

Y/n: I like your hair babe" you shyly say to your boyfriend

Lucas: I know who doesn't " he looks at himself in the mirror winking

You go to the full body mirror to see how your outfit turned out and you were satisfied

Lucas: babe may you move out the way I can't see my shoes in the mirror I have to see my full outfit

Y/n: oh sorry and btw it looks really nice" you smile at him

Lucas: I know it is" he fixes his jacket and makes faces at himself in the mirror

Y/n: are we going to go now??

Lucas: oh yeah just hold on I have to fix my hair" he slicks it back and winks at himself in the mirror one last time before walking out the house with you

You guys go to restaurants and enjoy the night

A few waitress flirted with Lucas and he flirted back while you felt like you weren't enough for him especially since you were always self conscious and suffered depression you felt like it would only get worse staying with him because you felt his standards were high and you couldn't reach them

Y/n: umm Lucas

He winks at a passing waitress before turning his attention to you

Lucas: yes love" he holds your hand looking into your eyes

Something told you not to break up with him on this night so you keep it to yourself

Y/n: I love you

Lucas: I love you too " he kisses you on the cheek

You guys stayed with each other for 5 years but your depression only got worse and your self love who was that?? It was nonexistent, never to come back ever again

Lucas being so charming and handsome flirted back with everyone who flirted with him became a habit but had his moments when he was shy but the main thing in the relationship was his how he was so faded in himself too much

He was very full of himself and his handsome looks and every time you complimented him he would act full of himself but never once did he ever complement you or look at you in a way of interest or beauty anymore

You were currently sitting on your bed thinking of a way to tell Lucas how this relationship affected you

Lucas: I'm home y/n!!

You internally panic and rush to greet him

Y/n: h-hey" you smile awkwardly

Lucas: hey" he hugs you and kisses your cheeks

This made you want to stay with him forever no matter how much it hurt you but something had to been done

Y/n: L-l-lucas" you say in a soft small voice

Lucas: yes?" He looks into your eyes

You bit your lip and look at the ground

Y/n: I-I-I-I think w-we need to take a break from each other" you mumble the last part hoping he doesn't hear you

Lucas: why?? What's wrong??" He tries to look in your eyes but you avoid him

Y/n: am I good enough for you?

Lucas: of course and having a short girlfriend makes me look really tall

Y/n: 😶

Y/n: yea lets t-take a b-break I need it and I'm not l-leaving f-forever btw

Lucas: but if you leave me who will always call me handsome *pout*

Y/n: 😐

Y/n: find someone else

(I love this big baby as much as you guys do)