The black shadows (complete)

The descent

But I was wrong. "Notice us!" I was wearing my earphones and this voice screamed into my ear. I put off my earphones and massaged my ears. "Geez, did Gina scream while she made that song?" I locked on the clock and noticed it was 10 pm. Damn! I need to go to sleep. I walked to the bathroom to see that my skin was really pale almost white. But that was not the worst thing.

The worst thing was that blood drops out of my ear. What happened? Wait, wasn't that the voice I heard once?Maybe I am just hallucinating, because of the stress in school. Yeah must be it. Those shadows are maybe even just a hallucination, I am imagining. I really need to focus more on school and not wasting my time on thinking about some hallucinations

This thought was the biggest fault I have ever done, because since that day everything changed. Those voices won't stop talking to me and are really sealing my sleep. Me and my parents had more and more fights because my grades got worse every single day. I tried my best to focus on school but in the end I always fell asleep and had to go to detention where I continued sleeping.

My mother often said things like this. "Jamy, you can't continue this! What is your school certificate going to look like?! I am even thinking about that you are just telling us some bullsh!t to skip school!"

Same as my father. "Your grades are getting worse and worse! And you are telling us the reason for that are some shadows?! Have you watched too many horror movies or what?! Maybe we should put you on some therapy to help your 'problem'!"

Therapy... maybe? But... I am separated from my friends then... I don't want to be separated and alone... not like before... Do you know how it feels to be alone and almost forgotten by everyone who didn't help you to get through it? Because I do. But after some time you get used to it. It is not that bad, seriously. I really like to be alone with my friends, especially when I can talk with them alone. Let's get into the story again I am drifting off again from what I actually have to do.

Sometimes when it was late like 10.30 pm I heard my mother talking with another person over the phone. I didn't understand what but I think it was about me.

One morning when I actually had to go to school our doorbell rang. I opened the door and there were standing in front of me. "Can I help you sir?"

"We are very sorry to interrupt your breakfast but do you know Jamy Fostor?"

"That is my name. What do you want?"

"Your mother wanted us both to take a bit of care of you, because she told me that you had some kind of hallucinations."

"They are no hallucinations! They are helping me through this time I have to make through."

"Who are "they" young women?"

"Jamy! What did I tell you not to talk with strangers?!"

My mother came up to me and pushed me away from the door.

"Hello, are you Doctor Daniel Smith?" She gave him her hand to shake. "I am. As I can see that your daughter Jamy. I would like to ask her a few questions and then decide what to do after that. Is that okay for you ma'am?!

"Of course, always come in. Jamy please show them where the living room is, and behave yourself and be honest."
"Yes, yes. You told me that like 20 times an hour the last 3 days."

I walked to the living room where one big couch is and one armchair is. I sat down in the armchair.

"You both can sit down on the couch. What is your reason to be here?"

"Jamy... Can we please do it like that, that I am asking the questions and you are answering?"

I shrugged my shoulders. I bet I could have said no and he still would have started asking me.

He asked me questions like. "When was the first time you saw the shadows?" "When did it happend to get worse?" "Since when were your grades getting bad?" Stuff like that. I don't remember everything though, sorry.

2 painful and annoying hours of answering questions later. He talked with my mother about the test results he found out.

"We should maybe take her with us to the hospital. We can cure everything that is wrong with her. It won't even be THAT expensive."

What?! Is my family going to take me to those strangers?! How dare they take me away from them?! I will not make it there. They obviously think that I am crazy like my family thinks! No no no no no no no no no no! I will not and cant end like that! I don't want to, and I won't! 

(Wow, I am really impressed by this chapter. O-O It got longer than I thought. Hope you like it, my scary little shadows ^^. I will see ya tomorrow. <3)