The black shadows (complete)

The quick change

1 year later

Death... Kill... Blood...

Death... Kill... Blood...

Death... Kill... Blood...

My thoughts or what I am saying. is so... weird do people say... I think it's just what I am. I have totally forgotten to write in my book, but hey I found it now. To inform you I hope you still know Willam? The guy in chains? Since that day everything changed so quickly. Those shadows were never disappearing again till today. They sit all around me and listen to me when I am talking. Other than those humans, oh by the way I killed some. ^^

He was just a normal unimportant human, nobody gonna cry because he died. Nobody will miss him anyway. Why do I think that? Because it was the doctor who brought me into this psychiatry and also William. He annoyed me af. He talked with me a lot since we talked to each other the first time. Or he tried. I always threatened him that I would kill him. Then I think it was 1 week ago, he always tried to get my attention, at this point we had lunch time. I took my knife and slammed it right between his eyes. He was shocked but fell off his chair. He was also actually allowed to go home the next day but I stopped him from that cruel world. Many people now say that I was disrespectful against humanity. He was one of my only friends.

Honey, did you know that you don't need friends if you are like me? No, humans, just my shadows. They are better than anything else. They do not betray you, like many humans do. They are always there when your actual friends should be. Sounds good? I hope it does. Oh by the way I am not anymore allowed to eat with the others.

I think that is really unfair, I just helped William to leave this world before he enters the reality of brutality again. I didn't want him to suffer, he was a good man tho. He would have never deserved it to suffer because of others.

All... those people... drive me crazy... they make me wanna kill them... Maybe I will even do it when I get free finally. I am sick of staring at the wall all the time. I wanna see my favorite colour... RED... like the colour of your blood... I already miss the smell and taste of it... You know it tastes so good I want MORE... Are you friendly and find me some when you are reading this? Maybe I am already dead when you see this and see all the blood spreaded all over the pages... Or it is the blood of my victims ^^

Wanna know a secret? I don't have any for ya. I told you everything, I wanted to tell you this and did. When you are as insane as me just know this that I will always be there for you... Just because I kill and maybe eat a bit doesn't it mean that I am heartless, maybe more emotionless but who cares?

This is everything I got for today Maybe I will write you some more tomorrow or never, well see ^^ bye bye and have beautiful nightmares

*Done OwO" by the way this story is almost over and I was wondering what kind of story I could do for the next story. I can do much like romance (normally I only do BoyXBoy or GirlXGirl), another horror story or something to think about. Like a detective novel. What would you like?

But have a good night/day, stay safe, don't forget to wash your hands and be careful my cute scary shadows ^^*