The black shadows (complete)

The hospital pt.1

"Jamy, you need to calm down. Those people like him will help you get these hallucinations away."

"B-But..."

"No buts, you will get into the car and will say goodbye for a bit time maybe. I... I can't have you here like this." She turned around and walked away like she would never want me back.

"Miss Jamy, will you please follow me?"

I nodded because what did I have left to lose? I just got into the car and sat down between two muscular men, who had to check that I will do nothing stupid.

1,5 hours later I walk through the entry of the l. It seems like every 'sick' human here has some free time to walk around. Most of them could not use their hands because their sleeves are tied together so they can touch nothing. How unfair! Those guys have no freedom anymore to do whatever they want to do with their hands.

"Jamy! Please follow me, I need to show you your new room, and don't stare at the rest of the patients. They don't like it."

But I did, and they did too. We obviously understood each other by just staring at each other. Maybe this time here will even be better than at home... Kinda hurts though...

Oh shoot I forgot the doctor! I ran back to the doctor,and followed him to a little room with a bed on the right side of the room, and a toilet and a sink on the left side plus a little desk with pencils and very much paper.

"You will stay here for the next few hours till I prepared the first test I will have to do with you."

"What is the test about?"

"You will see when the time comes up. But for now you will please get used to this room, because you will probably stay here for a few months or more. I don't really know yet." I nodded, he closed the door and locked me up in here. Wow, great. This is really just amazing, he locked me up. I only got a desk with pencils and paper, but got no books or maybe just a comic would be fine. But I got really nothing! It is not like I can draw, and to make this worse the pencils are not even sharpened.

Later at sundown, I watched from my little window the sun. My last hope kinda. Don't know why just thought of that.

"Miss Jamy?"

"Yes?"

"I would like to do the test but I need you to put on these clothes." From the bottom of the door he pushed in some white clothes. I put it on and saw that it was too big at my sleeves, because it was way too long.

"Are you done with changing?"

"Yes, I am standing in front of the door, doctor."

"Okay, I will open the door. Get ready to walk out."

He opened the door and I was walking out of my room till I was standing next to him.

"Let us go. I will follow you now to a room where I will do some tests, like taking blood from you. Your healthy test. And some more. When we did all these tests you can 'hang out' with the other patients.

The blood test was good, everythings normal I got no blood cells too much or too less. I ate before vegetarian so some vitamins are not enough. The doctor told me that I will have to eat more meat but I said no.

"Jamy, you must understand that this is just to help you."
"Thanks, I appreciate that but no thanks. I would rather eat nothing than begin to eat meat again."

We both talked about this subject about maybe half an hour, till he gave up. The rest of the tests are nothing serious, or important, but they all went really perfect.

The rest of the day was realy, really boring. I played chess a few times. Or played cards with some old men. The best thing in the end was that they had some books about our brain. I took some of them to my room when we had to go to sleep. Well, i didnt I s readed till midnight I think, I didn't know, I got no sense of time.

*Hewo my little shadows, happy you made it till here ^^" I don't why but I got the feeling that the more I get into the story the more ideas I get. And so longer chapters OwO not that I am not happy about it, I am kinda proud tho too... U'w'U I will see you tomorrow my cute little shadows*