poems

silent night

I feel the air on my skin,

the coldness in my hand,

the silence in the air.

I see the lake in front

I hear the crickets

the shaky image below me

the dark so peaceful yet frightening

the sky so cloudy

the rain pouring down mixing with my tears

the salt in my mouth

I feel my heart beat fast

head going fuzzy

I tear like red paper slowly but satisfying

I feel warmth

I feel sticky

slowly I walk step by step into nothing but cold darkness

I'm finally going under