Can't Live If Living Is Without You

Chapter 4: My Secret Love

As Kageyama walked to the place where he met with Hinata every morning, he saw the orange-haired boy standing by his bike waiting for him. Kageyama smiled and rushed over, he shoved his hands in his pockets to prevent himself from hugging Shouyou. Hinata smiled up at him and handed him a bag. Kageyama smiled, he could smell the blueberry pancakes, his favorite.

Ever since he and Hinata started dating, Hinata's mom had been sending him breakfast and making him a lunch every day. They walked over to the park, part of their normal routine. While Kageyama sat and ate his blueberry pancakes and drank his banana milk, Hinata walked over to the pond and sat down looking up at the sky. He needed to distract himself to prevent himself from looking at Kageyama or worse, holding him, kissing him, telling him how much he loves him. Hinata knew doing so would lead to both his and Kageyama's deaths.

*Hinata POV*

I have been dating Kageyama for two years now and I knew the risks involved but I was so in love with him I couldn't resist. Kageyama's father is head of the Japanese military and one of the few men in Japan allowed to have guns. However, Kageyama's father was an evil, sadistic, ruthless monster with not only an armed Japanese army but he was also the head of the largest Japanese crime syndicate.

Hinata knew Kageyama's father murdered his own son's boyfriend when he found out he was gay, so he knew what would happen if Kageyama's father finds out that they are dating. Two years of secretly dating Tobio was hard, but he loves him so much he was willing to go through it. Kageyama's father had become suspicious of his and Tobio's friendship and had placed several secret agents to shadow him. Tobio had discovered them and had done everything to shake most of them, but he knew his father wouldn't give up that easily so he and Hinata had to be careful and not engage in any PDA.

He is so thankful his parents love Tobio and treats him as a son. He looks forward to and cherishes the moments when Tobio comes to his house and is able to relax and be with him in peace without constantly looking over their shoulders. The Tobio who Kageyama was when he is in Hinata's house, was the Tobio he loved best. He laughed freely, told jokes, and was just a regular dorky, lovable, goofy, horny teenage boy.

Hinata sat there smiling thinking of Kageyama's hugs, kisses, laugh, when he was suddenly jolted out of his musing.

*End Hinata's POV*

Kageyama yelling again, "Oi dumbass, I said let's go, we're gonna be late". Hinata jumps up, "sorry I didn't hear you".

Kageyama glaring at him, "what do you mean you didn't hear me I yelled at you three times"? Hinata looked at him "geez Kageyama, chill out you're gonna pop a blood vessel in your face".

Kageyama smacks Hinata on the back of his head, "shut up dumbass". Hinata sticks his tongue out at him, "big meanie". Kageyama looks at him wanting nothing more than to take that tongue into his mouth. He leaned down and whispered very softly into Hinata's ear, "ooh you're gonna play for sticking that tongue out at me later. You know what happened the last time you sassed me, multiply that by ten, that's how bad I intend to punish you". 

Hinata shivered knowing full well he was in for some punishment later. He also knew that while Kageyama would not intentionally hurt him, he had a little bit of his father in him. Kageyama smirked at Hinata's reaction to his threat and they walked silently to practice, both lost in his own thoughts.