Mistakes [ dreamnotfound AU ]

Chapter 2: Worry

Georges POV:

For some reason, this catches me off guard. Maybe it's the fact that he now knows of when I end my streams. But that must mean nothing to him, right? He doesn't know why and I'd like to keep it that way. Why did he even say that? He probably just wanted to embarrass me. I try to brush it off and read what he says.

"Hey, whats up?"

What does that mean? We were just talking; he usually never texts me, or talks to me until after I'm done with my run.

"Nothing much."

Obviously a lie but ok.

"What about you?"

"Same thing, nothing."

Ok, then why even text me in the first place? Not saying that it's a bad thing. But I hate the butterflies that I get with every word he says. I don't know why that even happens to me. It's fucking disgusting. He's a boy, so maybe I'm just happy to talk to him. Yeah. That's probably it. But I do wonder what he looks like when he compliments me, or flirts, or when he screams, or when we meet, or what he looks like without his shirt- GOD. How did I get there? No, that's wrong. I'm just joking with myself. Whatever.

"Actually I wanted to ask you why you end your streams at the same time? You used to go on for hours and talk to me after."

Oh fuck. He has caught on to more than me just ending my stream. He knows something's up. Hey, don't lose hope now. He doesn't actually know what's going on. We're still in the clear. C'mon brain, think of something!

"Oh yeah, I guess streaming has been tiring for me recently. It's nothing though."

Praying he believes it.

"Oh, alright. But if you don't go to bed straight away, talk to me on discord."

"Alright."

God, I sounded cold in that. I didn't mean to, but I really don't want him to worry about me. I'm not something to worry about. If he wastes his time worrying about me I know one day he'll find out what a freak I am. If that happens, I'll never forgive myself.

":)"