Just hold my hand - I (Kylo Ren x reader) [Complete]

Chapter seven - "you're a monster"

He was incredibly attractive. His big black eyes were staring at you. He had black wavy hair that fell on his shoulders, his cheek was marked with a long and thin scar which looked like a bruise. It gave him an intimidating look.

You knew you had to concentrate. You focused on his eyes, you stared at them as trying to get into them, you started to feel a headache and then in your mind you saw something blurred and heard indistinct voices, but you couldn't understand nor see anything.

"Yes, concentrate, don't be weak! Force yourself into my mind, yearn to tear my thoughts out of it, to possess my will and my body!" He said firmly, his voice was cold as ice. The headache grew stronger and you clenched your teeth more and more, then you started to see.

Your master was standing in a big room with an old creature who had just gotten up  from a golden throne. He was kneeling in front of him in silence.
The creature screamed "What were you thinking?! You had to kill her and accomplish your mission, but you were affected by mercy... MERCY! You, the First Order Commander Kylo Ren, got duped by the Light to which your mother always wanted to bring you! You've been such a waste of time! I've taught you everything I knew about the power to dominate the Force, I made you explore every corner of the path of the Dark Side, you would've been the chosen one to become the right heir of Lord Vader! And you destroyed all I had built in you in years of apprenticement! Shame! And why that? Because you didn't have the strength to kill Leia Organa, just because she's the woman who gave birth to you!"

Two sith troopers pointed their weapons towards the Commander and he shouted "I can still be Vader's heir! It wasn't weakness that stopped me! You know it! I showed you I don't care about my origins the day I killed Han Solo! The knowledge of the Darkness you gave me wasn't waisted. I'll show you!

He got interrupted "NO! You had your opportunity and didn't use it! I'm gonna find another apprentice to substitute you! You're just a whiny kid who can't get away from his loving mommy!" The creature sat back on the throne looking at his apprentice furiously.

It all happend in a bunch of seconds. The Commander opened his hand and then immediately closed it and the lightsaber which was laying on the armrest of the throne turned on and pierced the chest of the creature. He opened his mouth but no sound came out of it, then his upper part of the body fell on the floor. The Commander jumped on his feet and his lightsaber flew into his palm, then he killed the stormtroopers and looked at the dead body on the throne. Then he screamed out of his breath "I AM THE SUPREME LEADER!"

You exited his mind and fell on the floor. You didn't know what to say. He was Leia's son.... you never knew she had a son. And he was the cause of Han's death. You were with Leia when she got the news that day, you were the one who had hugged her trying to take away her pain. And the cause of all those disasters was sitting right in front of you.  You were so angry that you weren't even able to stop the slap you gave him. With fire in your eyes you just stood up and looked at him with tears filling your eyes. Then you whispered

"You're a monster"