Just hold my hand - I (Kylo Ren x reader) [Complete]

Chapter eight - Kylo Ren

He didn't move, he just stared at you with a unemotional face. He looked like a droid someway.

He said "no one told you the training is finished. Sit" and he carried you back on the cushion with the Force. You kept looking away from him but suddently a gloved hand got to your chin and turned your face to him. He said "I never told you to stop. I didn't try to block you before, but I'm doing it now. Try again!" You were still shocked by the last memory but you were also too curious to find out more about that man. You looked into his eyes and concentrated again. It took you more this time but the headache finally came and you saw another thing...

You didn't see a whole environment this time, you only saw people as if they were floating in complete darkness. There was a young him sleeping peacefully and then you  almost failed not to scream when you saw the person who came silently behind him. It was Luke Skywalker. You had known that man since you were found by the Resistance, Leia had called Luke in order to understand more about you and teach you how to read, write... you were sort of a padawan to him.

He stood behind the boy, watching him with bloody eyes, an expression of terror and anger, then he turned on his green lightsaber and the sound woke the boy, who slowly turned to find the Jedi behind him about to finish him. He opened his mouth in fear and

You couldn't see anything else as everything went blur and you couldn't see through his mind anymore, you concentrated more, you almost weren't blinking. You felt like there was a wall between you and his memories and you had to take it down if you wanted to know more. Then you saw it, it was like a little hole in that unbreakable wall. You looked through it and got extremely surprised when you saw yourself. It was the memory of the other day when he had stopped the guards from killing you.

You didn't even hear your master shouting to you "stop! Girl,damn listen to me! Stop! I forbid you to look at that"

You were seeing the scene from his perspective. He was walking from his private apartment to the control room and the closer he got to the room the more he felt your presence in the Force. Then when he got in the bottom of the stairs he heard weird noises and going up he found you surrounded by stormtroopers and expecially got angry seeing general Hux grinning and looking at you. It was completely impulsive, his hand came up and made the soldier fly against the wall. He saved you, then took you to your bedroom and then he went to his. As soon as he got into the white big hall he took off his helmet and threw it on the floor screaming. He felt anger consume him from inside his chest, a burning fury. But he didn't know why. He suddently stopped and rushed into the bedroom. He took of his cloak and jacket and layed on the bed looking at the ceiling.
"What was that anger? That impulsive reaction I had. I hate Hux, he was looking at her with lust in his eyes. I'd like to kill him cold blood. She's my apprentice and no one can touch her unless it's her master." He turned to his side and closed his eyes.
After a few seconds he threw them open and whispered "oh no... that can't be..."

Your master cut you out of his mind. You came back to reality and realised he was giving you a furious look. "Now the training finished. And when I say it's finished I mean forever. Get out of my way. "
You said "wait... I'm sorry.. master", but he didn't listen to you.

You didn't see him for the rest of the day... and the day after.

That night you thought
"his name is Kylo Ren"