[OLD] So Much to Know - An Oumami Story

Entry One - Kokichi Oma

August 16, 2010 - 1:43 a.m.

Hello, to anyone who sees this. I wonder why you are even looking in here anyway. There's not much to read...

But, if you really want to know, I suppose I should introduce myself... My name is Kokichi Oma. I go to a wonderful school called, Hopes' Peak Academy - then again, if you see this, you already know that. You've probably laugh along with others when Kaito Momota hits me. After all, you probably know I'm the disgusting gay freak who is only a waste of space.

I don't have many friends - well, none actually. Everyone hates me, including my parents. Once I came out as gay a few years ago, they left me - made me move out. There was no time to pack, they simply said, 'Get out.' and that was that. The only stuff I brought with me was my school items and phone.

I had to live with my aunt and her wife. I'm content with living with her. I had my own room, with an actual bed, not a cold, hard floor to sleep on. She fed me, she took care of me, we were like an actual family. We were all happy - no beer bottles being smashed on my head, no house that smelled like smoke, happy parents.

It was like that for an amazing 5 years - until my aunt died. Her wife committed suicide days later - leaving me alone - again.

I knew I had to get a job. I work at a cat cafe. I've been working there for a year. I groom and feed the cats. I also help customers find the right cat for their home.

I feel safe and happy there. It's cozy - I like staying after work hours to hang out and take care of the cats. My boss is fine with it - my boss and I are good friends. I remember falling asleep while hanging out with my favorite cat, Dove.

Dove is a beautiful cat. She has fairly long hair, which is kind of annoying because it triggers my allergies, but I can ignore it. She's mainly white, but has adorable black feet - they remind me of little socks.

Working there allows me to pay the bills for the house, I work from 3:30 - 9:00. It's not really stressful, but at times customers can fill the building and I have to accompany a ton of people. Which is fairly bad for me. I have a lot of social anxiety - that's could be why you never see me around anyone.

Kaito Momota - I mentioned him earlier. Like I said, he hates me. He hits me. Tells me to go kill myself. My parents should die because they raised a gay, useless child. It hurts me. I hate it, I want to hurt him - but I can't. I don't have enough strength, confidence. He is the reason I cry myself to sleep, making me think I don't deserve life. He mocks me, makes people laugh at me. I hate it, hate it, hate, hate, hate, I hate it!

There's someone else - Rantaro Amami. He isn't as bad as Kaito but still hurts me in some way - emotionally. I love him so much, but I'm not good enough for him. I don't know his sexuality, he doesn't say I'm useless or that I'm a gay freak. He doesn't hit me, but he does hang out with Kaito. He laughs alongside him and watches but doesn't join in the mocking and the such. I remember one time he pinned me up against the wall and spat insults at me. Oh my... I remember seeing those beautiful green eyes filled with anger and frustration when he looked at me. His soft green hair that merged perfectly with the silver earrings he wears. I think he's fairly handsome. I want to at least be his friend - maybe then things will get better.

Shuichi Saihara - He's kind of strange, to say the least. He follows people around and is obsessed with Danganronpa; and I mean obsessed. On his backpack, all there is Danganronpa pins, keychains, and more. He wants to be in the show; and there's so much more I can't explain. We don't talk much, but every now and again, he'll come up to me and try talking. I normally run away from him - he's kind of scary to me.

That's all for now. There's not much to know about me; so I advise you to stop reading here. That's all you need to know.

                                                    -Kokichi Oma