Hotter than the blazing sun

Chapter 18- Your Distraction

Jeremy's POV

OMG, she just kissed me. Princess Kissed me . Does this mean she's in love with me ?

I have been obsessed with her for the longest time and now it feels like Im finally gonna get a chance with her.
The moment our lips touched the fire I haven't felt in a long time was ignited, I even felt the butterflies.  She really is the one for me . I think

But why did she run away? Why was she crying before ?

Does she still  love me?  Because if she does I'll give her the whole damn world .

I need to talk to her tonight so I'll be able to sleep.

I went inside and knocked on her door.

She came to open it and I felt the butterflies again.
"Hi , we need to talk" I said really nervous.

"Come in " she said.

I followed her in and she sat on the bed and gestured for me to sit too.

"I..."

"I..."

We both said at the same time.

"You go first " I said.

" I'm sorry for kissing you Jer,  I know you don't see me like that, it was just a harmless kiss, I'm going through a lot right now"  she said picking at her nails. She the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Literally the only woman I'm attracted to. 

"You don't need to be sorry Princess" I said, still thinking of what to say. "Look, I wanted you to kiss me and I'm glad you did"   I added. This is weak.     She had this confused expression on her face.

"I have been in love with you since high school, junior high actually " I said.

"What? But you said..."

"I know what I said, and I said that because Becky warned me not to make a move on you, said I had a reputation, so I decided I would come for you when I'm fully capable and ready  of being with you . And I also had to sort some things out. "I said cutting her off.

"I'm still very much in love with you Princess, in my whole life I have fallen in love twice, and you are literally the only woman I'm attracted to right now, in fact for the longest time I have loved you and thought of being with you, all the stunt I pulled in high school with those girls was just a sham. I didn't care for any of them. I was just in some Toxic Masculinity shit and I thought doing that would make me more manly. And when you kissed me that day , I felt like I was on fire, when you kissed me today,  I felt that fire again , so please give me a chance with you" I said.

"Wow, Wow, I didn't know Becky told you not to make a move on me" she said ignoring the rest of the things I said .

"She did and she was mad when she heard I turned you down. Didn't talk to me for a while for breaking your heart." I said.

"Jer, I wish you said something then, right now I'm not looking for anything serious " she said picking at her nails again.

"I know , I understand, but please just let me show you what you are missing , let me treat you like a queen,I love you , I'm willing to be your distraction " I said looking into her eyes and I meant it. I wanna have her anyway I can .

"I'm not going to promise to love you back because I can't control how I feel, but I'll be nice to you Jer " she said with a smile .

I pulled her close and kissed her. Yes! there's that fire again. I could kiss her all day if she would let me.