Chapter 28-Sad

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Sam's POV

Day 6 - Saturday

It's 8am and Princess is laying in my room. We haven't talked about the Jeremy situation.

I told her I was sorry for pushing her and that I didn't see her . And she said it was fine. She said she knew I didn't do it on purpose .

She tried to talk about the thing that happened between her and Jeremy but I told her I wasn't ready to face that .   She admitted that they had sex and that just made me sad. Not angry , just ... SAD.





Because I really don't want to know how it happened . The thought of someone else touching her  like that makes me sick.

Yesterday was the worst day of my life.

I literally almost lost her forever . I lost my temper completely. I haven't lost my temper this bad since I was 18.   I have never been this jealous of anybody in my entire life.

I went insane. And I hurt her in the process.

This scares me a lot. The fact that she has the power to make me feel like this . To make me lose control like this.

I'm terrified.

I tried to get up to go receive the breakfast I ordered this morning and I winced a little at my feet's contact with the floor .  I totally forgot I stepped on broken glass.

I got up , ignoring the pain and went to receive the food  and brought it up to the bedroom for Princess.

I dropped it on the side table and kissed her forehead. God I'm so in love with her.

I moved away quickly when She turned a little and open her eyes.

"Hey, I... uhm, brought breakfast" I said not meeting her gaze.

"Uhm, thanks , ... what time is it ?" She said  sitting up .

"Ahhhhh" she winced . Holding her belly.

I rushed to help her sit up.

"Sorry baby" I said .

"It's fine , I just forgot about the injury , I'll be careful next time " she said .

"It's 8:23" I said .

"Okay. We should get ready to go to the beach" she said . Is she crazy?

"No , no , you can't go to the beach, you are hurt" I said .

"It's a small injury, and it doesn't even hurt that bad, we have just two more days here , we should enjoy it while we can"  she said .

"It's going to be hard to convince me to let you go  there because I think you need to rest" I said .  I'm not gonna let her just go out.  Even though the injury is small and has a little plaster over it, I want her to rest and I don't want her hanging with Jeremy.

"Okay, how about I rest till 10 and we leave by 11?" She asked .

"Okay" I said , not willing to argue anymore . 
I'm in a bad mood. Well I have been in a bad mood since yesterday .   I am really  sad right now. 

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