Hotter than the blazing sun

Chapter 29- 3 second kiss

Sam's POV

I got up from my seat to take a lone walk along the beach. Then I saw a little stall , with a man in it selling rolled up weed. It's been a minute, so I went over to him and bought one wrap and a lighter.

I sat on the sand and lit up the blunt and started smoking it.

This sadness is building up. I need some sort of release .

Was this how she felt when she saw me and Kendall together?

Or was this how she felt when she saw that receptionist in my office?

But I didn't fuck any of them.

'Blowjob is oral sex' my subconscious argued

Maybe it is but it's not like I loved them or anything. She probably loves him.

She slept with him.

Without protection.

Fuckkkkk.

I took another puff of the blunt.

My heart aches .

"Sam" she called, walking towards me.

"Is that weed?" She asked .

I didn't answer.

"I didn't know you smoked " she added . Kneeling in front of me .

She's doing it again.

"Are you crying?" She asked holding my face in her hands .

"No I'm not" I said . I wasn't crying. I used the back of my hand to feel my face and it was wet. Was I crying? What the actual fuck.

"What's wrong" she asked .
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Princess's POV

I never thought Sam smoked . Is there anything else I need to know about him cos this is quite shocking . Also why is he crying .

"You ask me what's wrong like I don't have the right to be mad at you" He said taking a puff from the blunt in his hand .

"You have the right to be mad but please don't shut me out, I love you so much" I said.

"You love me ? , yet you were in bed with someone else about 2 days ago and didn't even have the decency to tell me " he said calmly. That's cold . Too cold . And unfair.
"Tell me, do you love him ?" He asked.

"Sam , I don't love him. I love you. Hell, I was thinking about you the whole damn time. I thought you were sleeping with Kendall. I thought you were done with me . I didn't think you cared. I tried to reach you and you just weren't available. Kendall said you were sleeping and that all the fucking wore you out. It made sense that you were with her cos how come your phone rang and she was the one that picked it. I didn't even think you would be hanging out with her . I was an emotional mess and I was crying . And Jer was around . I kissed him for no reason and apologized and left ."

"You made the first move ?, unbelievable " he said eyes wide , then took about 3 puffs.

"I was vulnerable and I thought you didn't want me anymore . He came to my room and starting talking about how he loves me and shit, and I really didn't care. I told him I loved you and I couldn't promise to love him But I would be nice to him, then he kissed me ."

"And y'all fucked?" He said, meeting my gaze.

"No, it was the next day we had sex" I said . And he took about 4 puffs this time .