Can You Keep A Secret?

Who In The World Is That?

𝒮𝑜𝓂𝑒𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓃𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜. 𝒟𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓉, 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹...

"Everyone makes mistakes. What matters is that you learn from them"

Sooooooo..... I'm back after a few months. Things have been crazy today. Lunch just past and I don't know who to trust anymore. It's like my whole world turned upside down. What if it's true? What if my world is really turned upside down... forever.

Let me start earlier today.

I woke up to Jayne jumping on me. Well, it's to be expected since it was her birthday. I have everything planned out from the start of the day to the end. What I DIDN'T expect was for Jayne to run into my room and started shouting at me.

She told me I was useless, that I lie. That I only play/care with/for her because... because... she said I only do things with her because there's nothing better for me to do. And it's not true, I swear, that's not true. I play with her because I actually care and I can't believe she'll say that!

I care for her with all my heart... I love her... she's my younger sister, what she said isn't true. I swear! It isn't true!

I asked her where she got THAT idea from and she told me that Kore told her that. She stormed out of my room after that, I'm not crying, nope, not crying. I should have calmed down, I should've just left it alone as a misunderstanding. But I was so angry, in fact, I was beyond angry.

I... I went to Kore's room, asking her if what Jayne said was true. She told me that I was being ridiculous and she'll never say such a thing. I was so clouded by anger and betrayal that I didn't believe her...

We got into this huge fight and I stormed out of her room after that. I haven't left this room ever since... I can't face them, I really can't. I can't deal with their angry look, there's no one to blame but myse (EDIT: I was being controlled here-)

Who cares about them anyway? They're just a waste of space, both Kore and Jayne! They are nothing but two spoil brats! All they care about is their beauty, not anyone besides themselves. I can't believe they are my sisters! Such brats shouldn't be able to live in MY house. Eat MY food. Drink MY drinks. No, I need to kick them out immediatly-