Absquatulate- To leave without saying goodbye

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I was completely exhausted when all of our classes were finally done for the day. I simply wanted to relax for a few hours before going back to revising on what we had learnt today. I made my way to the outdoor grounds of Hogwarts and climbed up in a tree. Once I was finally sitting there, I began to hum and close my eyes, absorbing the little sun that made its way through the leaves. ,,Enjoying yourself, Malfoy?" I heard somebody shout. I decided to just ignore them. ,,Pretending I don't exist won't help you to stop crushing on me." ,,Bletchley if you don't shut up I will-" ,,You will what? Hex me-" I jumped off the tree and quickly pulled out my wand. The tip of my wand on his neck, I push him back until he can't back off anymore because of the wall. ,,You are right. I'll hex the living shit out of you." You push your wand into his neck a little more ,,Got it?" ,,You think I am scarred of you, Malfoy, but in reality we both know you couldn't hurt a fly." He whispers menacing. He quickly pushes my wand away and, in that moment, I realized that he let himself get pushed into the wall, because it would've been the easiest thing ever to stop me since he is way taller and stronger than me. ,,Cat got your tongue?" he asked smirking. I slowly backed off, not having realised how close we had been before ,,Watch your back Bletchley." I dryly reply to his witty comment and walk away.

As I was walking back to the Slytherin common room I walked past the golden trio. I internally cursed them all, but I didn't say anything. I quickly passed them, but I heard Potter say my name and run after me. ,,Celestia, hey, uhm so I really didn't mean to upset you on the train." ,,Ok." I said as annoyed as I possibly could. ,,So you're not mad at me?",,Pottah. I don't care about what you say." I reply with no emotion. ,,Why are you so mean to me. I've never hurt you." The boy in front of me asked. I could feel somebody approaching us and finally I felt a strong arm on my shoulder. ,,Is he bothering you?" Bletchley asked. I pushed off his arm looked him dead in the eye and said ,,No we were just about to go get some tea and snuggle up. What do you think? Obviously, I am not enjoying the presence of somebody who gets everything shoved up his ass. But I am fine on my own thanks." I continued talking to Harry ,, You are the *chosen one*, Dumbledore favors not just you, but your entire House. We get points taken if we don't smile or if we smile too much. We have to work twice as hard as you, to get the same amount of house-points. I don't like being associated with people who don't have to work for their success. That is why I can't stand you Pottah."

,,Couldn't have said it better myself, El." Draco smirked as he made his way out of our common room. I glanced at him and smiled. ,,Now if you will excuse me Pottah, I have to be somewhere." I say and leave, Bletchley following me into the Common room. I head to my Bedroom, close the door and start doing my homework and revising. A few hours go by and I am finally done with all the schoolwork. Bletchley comment about me being unable to even hurt a fly bothered me. I had to kill Dumbledore, I had to be strong enough to do that. I didn't want to imagine, what might happen if I would fail.

A few weeks go by and I had been planning on how I would do it and when. Bletchley has been teasing me nonstop and it really gets to me sometimes. Maybe just maybe my hand will slip next time he says some sort of stupid comment. Harry has been trying to get my attention, but I really couldn't care any less. I came back to the common room from lunch. It was Thursday, on Friday that Parkinson girl is throwing a party, in the common room. Me and Draco are invited and after long consideration, I decided, I would actually go because I needed to take my mind of things. I thought it would be best if I went to Hogsmeade and grabbed a dress fitting for the occasion. I forced Draco to apparate there with me. We were looking for a dress for an hour and a half now, when I finally found something worth a try. When I tried it on I was stunned by myself. It was a satin, dark green, short dress which hugged my body in all the right places. It had a small slit on the side and a low-cut cleavage. I got out of the dressing room and Draco looked absolutely flashed.

It was the night of the party. I was in my bathroom taking a shower, pampering myself and getting ready. I curled my hair, put make up on and finally I threw on my dress and quickly put an invisibility spell on my mark. When I made my way to the common room, I was already hearing loud music and then I saw the amount of people being there. It was extremely crowded. It didn't take me long tho, to find a bottle of fire whisky and I swiftly drink a few shots. ,,You look great." I hear a voice behind me. I turn around and its Bletchley. ,,Thank you, you don't look as bad as you usually do too." I say. He smirks and takes the fire whisky out of my hand. I immediately wanted it back, but he didn't give in. ,,Let's play a game." I honestly really wanted my alcohol back, but I also thought, that it might be fun, so I gave in. A few minutes later, Montague, Pucey, Blentley and I sat in a corner and had the almost full bottle of fire whisky and an empty bottle with us. Montague spun the empty bottle and it landed on me. Great, I sighed and looked up giving him a questioning look. ,,Who is the most attractive on our team?" He asks, not wanting to answer I took a huge sip out of the full bottle and spum the other one. It lands on Pucey. ,,Who do you like?" I ask, ,,Nobody really, I mean there are hot girls but I don't have a crush or anything." ,,That's boring" I said and I suddenly had an idea ,,Since your answer sucked, I dare you to make out with pansy." ,,What? No? Can't I just drink", ,,No you cant" I chuckle. Nevertheless he still drank and then walked away to find pansy. Montague spun the bottle for Pucey and it landed on me.

,,Drink the rest of the bottle or make out with five guys." ,,No way Montague!" I cry out. He laughs and hands me the bottle. I drank it all at once and finally the alcohol hit. I started to giggle a little. I spun the bottle and it landed on Bletchley,, Bletchley, what will I dare you?" you laugh, cocking my head. ,,Make out with the hottest girl here". ,,Are you sure?" ,,Duh" I babble. He scooches over looks me in my eyes and then he looks at my lips, before he leaned in, my eyes became huge in surprise, but I closed them when his lips touched mine. It started off quite innocent, but he then deepened the kiss. Our tongues were fighting for dominance and he won. When he finally pulled away, he spun the bottle again and it landed on me. ,,Let me give you hickeys" he demanded and I just giggled, completely intoxicated by the amount of alcohol I had drunk. His tongue swirled around my sweet spot on my neck and a quiet moan escaped my mouth. Pucey came back and Montague cleared his throat, which made Bletchley pull away. ,,Woah you two, seems like I missed some action huh?" Pucey asked. ,,Seems like Pansy isn't a good kisser since you're already back" I laugh uncontrollably. We stopped playing the game and just talked for a while, when suddenly my eyes became more and more heavy until they finally closed completely.

As I woke up, all the memories came flooding back and I slightly gasped when I realized what I've done. It wasn't until then, that I realized I wasn't in my room and most certainly not in my clothes. I wore a green Slytherin Quidditch jumper and some grey sweatpants. ,,She has awoken." I hear somebody laugh beside me and as I turn around in rapid speed, even tho I am still in bed, I see Bletchley sitting on the bed as well. ,,Oh my god." ,,Don't worry, we didn't do anything." He quickly said to stop me from talking ,,and I gave you some of my clothes because you had puke all over your dress." ,,Oh bloody hell, I am so, so sorry. For real, I was probably really annoying and most importantly disgusting." ,,No its fine really, don't worry about it." I nodded thankfully and made my way to my own dorm. When I turned to close the door, I could see Bletchley smile ,,Hey, Malfoy!" he shouted ,,my first name is miles, just so you know." I giggled a little but still closed the door. I tried my best to go to my dorm as quietly and fast as possible but when I opened the door, Dray stood in my room. He looked me up and down and raised his eyebrows, giving me a questioning look. ,,I was drunk ok." I quickly snaped and went to the bathroom. As I look into the mirror I see a huge hickey on my neck. I gasped and Draco came in smirking. ,,You like him don't you?" ,,Draco! No, I don't he hates me and I hate him." ,,Oh yeah he hates you, that is why he has been trying to get your attention nonstop." ,,Dray! No, end of discussion." He laughed, asked if I needed anything and I said I would just order something from my house elf so he was free to go. Once he left, I still locked my dorm room because it felt safer. I got into the shower and washed my hair. Once I got out, I put on my own leggings but Miles' Jumper. I don't know why I did it, but it felt good. His sweats were way too big, so they kept sliding down, that is why I chose my leggings. I sat down on my bed and called for dobby. I ordered him to bring me a gallon of water, some tea and a few pills and vitamins so that I would feel better by the end of the day. I also added a fruit salad too, because I couldn't remember the last time, I actually ate something. After all of the stuff arrived at my dorm I got up and sat on the little lounge in front of one of the windows to enjoy my breakfast.